Jodhpur Dreams (The Long Handshake)

HI Mam, Remember me, This is Angelo from the university,
Hope you haven't forgotten me, Coz I haven't, How could I?
I saw you at the counter, and you missed me,
Here I am, here to pay you my respects.

I should have ended my conversation there,
I should not have looked on the right side,
I looked at you, and you smile, Spontaneously I found the universe,
The deepest of questions, that people had asked, was all made clear.

That moment is the moment I am stuck on,
I can't concentrate, I can't work, I just keep thinking,
Tried searching you on facebook could not find you,
Where are you? Why did you smile? You the most sweetest adoration.

Believe me, Never ever have I felt you like this,
I don't know what is the big deal?
Can you help me figure out? Am I going mad, I am I feel,
I need water, I am thirsty, But I don't feel like drinking until I see you.

Can this be true, Am I falling in love with you,
Those beautiful eyes that looked me through,
That slowly shaking of your hands, The hair fluttering I still cant get over,
And still I wonder who were you, MY Goddess, My Diana, My Mary,
She said her name was Jacky.

Jodhpur Dreams (Feat. Jacky)

Jacky, there was so much room, and you still left,
I was talking to you but it made no sense,
The drifting parody is that, we weren't made
To last, My last line I shouldn't have said.

Free me, your running inside me, Like a DNA based virus,
The genome is making me weak, I am ruining us,
Please stop this game, You smiling at me and going again,
That spot of bother, The beauty they say, Here we go again.

My flights still not taking off,
Please don't go, Are you bored, Do you want me to get you an ice cream?
Black Currant? You disappear again, Here I try a little stunt,
My last stanza, my last chance to win you back.

Do you know that I can't carry this in me anymore,
Are your legs hurting? Coz you've been running all over my mind,
You smile, You say nothing, I freeze you there, I stand behind,
I unfreeze, close your eyes and whisper,
"Be with me my Goddess, I will worship you forever."

The time unfreeze, she gets up and walks away,
She doesn't turn back, I was waiting,
To hear some thing, I kept watching,
To see something, But She kept walking.....

Jodhpur Dreams (The Begining)

Under the sun, waiting for the clouds to come,
The winds that blow, Whispering your name,
So much sun, I close my eyes, The times go back,
In a time warp, I feel this is where I stand again.

None there is none, who factor me in their lives,
Its just you who makes me special,
The need to be wanted on which I thrive,
I know you are here, but not near, its terrible.

I feel like tearing myself apart,
Visions of the glorious past, Staring right at me,
What wish did you ask for? Didn't you want to tear my shirt?
And finally here we stand lost and in the center of the sea.

Crying out my soul just makes things worse,
I have no way to go, no point of return,
Wonder why, there was this curse,
Lying in complete abomination, "You son of a bitch".

Shelby GT500

Can I ever realize the instinct inside me,
Which shows me the excessive behavior disorder,
Engulfing me with the same idea, that we once had,
We slept through it, several times before we did.

I desperately look out for you,
You are but gone, and hysteria swipes me, I retire,
Those smothering lips and and the wetness in the air,
I feel, I have none here besides me, but you on my mind.

Just like the time, we caress, we kiss, we bleed and we miss,
Our bodies like ever on fire Shelby GT500,
Firing from within, glowing in the dark,
We go harder, and faster and then we stop, just to live the pulse.

If I could preserve that beat, make it into an immeasurable speed,
I fall into that dark hole, no physicist could interpret,
Can we go on it again, Friction on the engines,
And so close we be that we seldom, know,
Where we drive to, for the times back to I wana go.

Throne of the Gods

Mighty is You, your smile, your radiant face,
I know not how did I deserve such a grace,
And with each second, with you,
I realize, you are my miracle, Without you there is so much few.

Glazing like a ball of fire, Your eyes tear into me,
That may be my last, if your looks could kill me,
Steal thy brilliance, and diminish the probability of my conscience,
I can only thank the throne of Gods who created such brilliance.

Resting in your glory, I lay down with a heart full of love,
The signs of your fury, Your fire burning in me, its Love,
Ever meet me as a predator, You will not be apprehended,
I am here, Your prey, With out any shield, any help, undefended.

The Gods of Valour have created those eyes,
Whom I shall never be able to despise,
I cry out, this army of warriors will rise,
For this was my destiny, In loving You, I ride on the path of self defiance.

5th Of November

Remember remember the 5th of November,
How we met, defied in every eventuality,
A consequence in detailed sequence in time,
Smarter than you, Smaller than thou, but unsure about the similarity.

Frankly, the worst is in my books buried deep down,
The pages have left the memories, Lost forever,
The crazy me between you, discovering the horizon,
This life is a reminder not everything yet is clear.

Cream and Honey in my glass, your voice on my ears,
Like the Goddess Calypso, the ancient records flow,
Feeling the senses of my soul, here it is,
Shall we dance for the first time and forego.

Creation is a travesty, we all have evolved to surrender,
Its better you realize now, better than never,
This awesomeness might hurt, but shall definitely pay,
COz babes, its here and now and its definitely gonna stay.

Hyber-Nation

We are the army of a thousand giant dna based computers,
Controlling our ghosts who walk in the real world,
The world of predecessors no longer exist,
The time has begun for a virtual surge of life.

The beeps of life, the sleepless nights,
Come down like a facade of pink bikini,
Fail of enchant the creative commons,
This is what I am, this is our new legacy.

Falling down, there is no other landscape I can enjoy,
My mechanical eyes concieve the notations in my brain,
The circumference of protective analysis, and a radius of laser beams,
I know this the truth, there cant be such a mechanical world of dreams.

Drums and Beats light up my brain for fear does not exist,
The dawn of the new life has begun, Space age,
The danger of existence has seazed, we live in the power of my mind,
This world is my window my mind wishes to design.

Surely such a travesty has never gone unnoticed,
This world feels better but selfish enticed,
The realm of glory and selflessness is niche, but its not my fascination,
You had a chance, you blew it, and now you co-exist with Hyber-nation.

Wet

The lights dim, The candles are burning,
You look at me, you are smiling,
I wanna hug you, I feel like crying,
Wanna tell you how much I miss you, Thinking.....

You are dining with me, and still the moment feels faster,
Times flying I wana stop time, I can never,
However, I invite you to dance, I press you towards me,
I feel you, Your heart beat, that smile just so orgasmic, Come....

We slip into my blanket,
I kiss you and I don't stop, I know you are wet,
This moment is the best, This we shall never forget,
The closest I got since we ever met.

I wana go closer, No questions, No answer,
This I feel from within, Going mad, Down there,
I wana get inside you, hold you, tear you, We are together,
The fear of loosing you is nowhere here.

I am the hurricane Babes...You Bet!
I shall go miles for you, and keep going No sweat,
A stallion like me is hard to get,
Lets begin now, You me, every night, twilight, Are you still Wet?

Smile For You Are My World

What an awesome feeling, this new feeling, Old and known,
But still feels like the forgotten lands, fragrances unknown,
This weather feels like our electric promise,
The moment of sepration and wanting for you near me, and I so wana kiss.

This world only grows invisible when you are around,
The love the passion you bring along surrounds,
The magic of GOD fills me inside out,
The gut feeling says you taste like black currant in my mouth.

Your sweet smell, is all I can want from you,
Though I know I can never have you,
And how much ever I want, there is still nothing I can do.
I am only happy I met you, the various emotions of love and excitement
I went through.

Baby I wana Give You everything money can buy and more,
Make you the happiest one ever, Spend my wealth on you like sand on the shore.
I wana only ask of you to let me stay in you forever more.

Like the time passes, there is a new day and a new night,
What ever happens, with this world, I will protect you, Always in my sight,
This blue planet means nothing to me, But You, like an image going blurred,
You, Baby You are the one, Smile! for You are my World.

The Theory 1 - The Strongest is the Weakest

Open thy eyes to destiny, with whom you may be,
There is always a bit more than what we can see,
Surely, life brings in everything, but sadly this time its just me,
And whether you like it or not, the pleasentries have not even begun.

The feeling that you miss, The me in that feeling it is,
You are not alone, Its me too who feels this,
And somehow this emotion cant be placed, no name given,
For it is more than humans can comprehend.

Even as time shows us its not the fastest or the strongest who wins,
And not the one who is most adaptable to change,
But its the one who has nothing and doesnt want anything,
Far more superior than the one who has everything, but still thinks he
has nothing and wants more.

When life throws you a curve ball, and everything around you swings,
Like a winner who is beaten in his own game thinks,
Life has never ended, Never will, the human mind though has amnesia,
And we all though have lived our life, forget that we were the strongest.

In loving you, In liking you I made myself vulnerable,
I became weak, I became the prey the one to be attacked,
The one to be marked by destiny's only hope of extinction, And asked
nothing more,
You were the price I payed, You made me strong, You completed me, You
have me weak, always and yet never, with me.

The Theory 2 - The Death Of Innocence

I am at the heart of your DNA,
You still rebuke me, hate me, shew me away.
The roads have fallen short, and I stop,
I feel life is useless, Feel like jumping from the top.

My innocence is killing me, My identity is rebuking me,
Like the drums of war, I bear the brunt of brutality,
This is my destiny, my only hope and I will loose everything until fatality,
This war is over before it started, my love lives no more in me.

Fear thou, For the angels shall smite thee like a pack of hyenas,
The words shall turn into swords and pierce your hearts,
The life that you live shall reflex, The DNA within violating the evolution,
The human brain, embracing this true destiny, shall long for a revolution.

But piece of mind won't come easy and the breath will stare at you,
The lungs shall get tired and heart shall stop pumping for you,
I had never stopped, Never shall I henceforth, this shall remain emotionless,
Neither this world cares Nor you, My Moaning shall be, for the
Death Of My Innocence.

The Theory 3 - Don't Stop Believing

Like strangers we passed each other,
Aimless, helpless, we just kept going further,
One miracle, One instance brought us together,
And now we part ways as we get lost forever.

Some gain a lot, Some loose all out,
The way Love has caught you in me,
I am a bonded laborer, no way can be free,
And still I want you to go, let me be.

Hungry and all out of my mind,
I set on a journey again, For Love to find,
I let you go once, I shall not let you go again,
I will fight this world, not in just words, but in all might and action.

The day the pot breaks, My heart aches,
The love that I search finds me and takes,
All that my mind and my heart ever had,
That day, will be the sigh of achievement, the day I believe.

For this world wants to put you down,
With all its money and make you a fool,
Love me, for I crave like a beggar, all empty emotionless, Bye now I am leaving,
For all I ever wanted you to do, was Never Stop Believing.

The Theory 4 - True Love Always Waits

When was the last time you fell in love,
OK! I am not killing the mocking bird,
I don't know how to swim so I stroke first,
The way we are going, feels like the Tyre will burst.

Follow me, to a land across the shining sea,
Waiting beyond the world that we have known,
Beyond the world that dream could be,
And the joy we have tasted.

Follow me, along the road that only love can see,
Rising above the fun years of the night,
Into the light beyond the tears,
And all the nights that we have wasted.

Follow me, to a distant land his mountain high,
Where all the music that we always kept inside will fill the sky,
Singing in silence, I live, My heart is free.
While the world goes on turning and turning. Turning and Falling.

Follow me or Find me there waiting for you where,
The wait just never stops, The love that always flows,
Unconditionally, The suppression, the transgression, This world just hates,
For me you are the Goddess, And for you this heart will always wait.

Closer

Finally, I meet you, dressed in the clear blue sky,
Smiles at me, there were a thousand heart beats that I felt,
The perfect sense of happiness, when you are near,
You stare at me, Hearts left bruised with a double edged Spear.

I shoved myself towards your lips,
Eyes closed and heart open like an eclipse,
Your lips taste like a drug, like my fix,
This worlds forgotten, with its pain as we Kiss.

Grab me and taste me, The power of being under your influence,
Starting a new time, Stating you for me, Like we melt, as ice,
In a little while, the stick is about to grow its size,
I want you, I am turning into an animal in front of your eyes.

Slow down my beating heart, faster the better,
You can go there, and hunt for your reward,
Kiss it and make it yours, I want some shelter,
Its still standing, An army to make you passionately happy, marching upwards.

The wind rises electric, She is warm, wild and almost weightless,
Her perfume and her sweet lips, Just makes me mad, I want her even more,
I want to hold her close to me, She says she wants to leave, I shiver,
She leaves, I hold you close, I wanted to hug, Never mind, I am still
Closer than you think.

The Theory 5 - Faster the Better

So whats the deal here, are we gonna win,
No..please don't be all philosophical, No way its a sin,
Your plan, Your invictus, I supported, Thats why I am in,
We have a long way to go, We arn't done.

This is like magic, The fun is so awesome and its never tragic,
This is like Saturday night, fuking every night,
This is like a party, You, Me Vegas style.
Comon don't be shy, We going global, For me you will always be 16 till you die.

I have a confession, In my deepest Depression,
I think of your action, to make my desicion,
You are omni present, fully engineered and automation,
Just like First person simulation, you control me, pleasure me,
without any deterioration.

Lets go to my island, blue sea all around it,
Just you and me, it would be like the twilight zone, whenever we get it on,
The moon's had craters since light years, Believe me this Theory is a cracker,
Lets ride to our fate with a 10000HorsePower engine, The Faster we
reach there the better.

Upside Down

I think of you, whenever I am lonely,
I think of you, whenever I am alone,
I feel you near, I feel you are mine solely,
I still think of you, though we are on our own.

You are just a dream away, I know,
Its so cold here, I feel I am in snow,
I hang out of my flight, and feel the cold wind blow,
I miss you in my feeling of love, filling me nice and slow.

The creation led by the brilliant masterpiece,
COld and COnfused, Catching A COld.....Sneeze.
You give me medicines, to forget you, Well,
You have way too much ego, I just can't Sell.

Slaughtering and Smithering, SOmething brave is me,
FIghting each battle, with you, For you, Against you,
I wish I hope, I pray, that you win, I want you to be loved,
I just can't imagine a moment when I haven't dreamt about you.

Shall I walk away, Shall i loose you,
It is harsh, It is an emotion, DIstortion, Sensation,
Ofcourse I want to make you giggle, But this is as serious as it sounds,
From the moment I saw you till this second, I wish it was all upside down.

........Find You

As I fly away in my deepest dream alone,
It feels so lonely, Feels like I am in a world of my own.
Though you are past, and you are still my present,
This is all I ask and All I need to be pleseant. And that is......

I look up, I look down, I see north and I see south, Everywhere and
anywhere I find you.
I go in and I go out, I go to sleep or I wake up, Everywhere and
anywhere I find you.

My dreams at night, My dreams of day, My working weeks or my Holidays,
Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.
While having lunch in office, or while Dining with my parents, Playing
with children, Or at Church doing adoration, Everywhere and Anywhere I
find you.

In my heart and In my soul,
While I sleep and While I fall,
In the darkest hour or the brightest day,
Coz of you I feel I am swept away,

In my Hall and on my wall, If I stand still or take a stroll,
Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.
Whether the lights are on or the lights are off,
My heart beats just dont stop, Coz Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.

How can I stop you , How Can I ignore you,
Whether I see you, Or I ignore you, Everywhere and Anywhere I Find You.
To remind you, I am behind you, Loose yourself and I will still find
you, Mind you, I am inside You, Open your eyes and you too will find
me right Beside you.

If we ever part, and we ever fall apart,
Just think of mine, Just be Kind, OK Never mind, But this is an
unbroken promise to you,
Even if World War 3 comes through, And things all tuff around you, I
will come and I will............Find You....

The End Is Nigh!

Angelo's Blog, March 29, 2010 - Watched some pretty bad dreams, Filthy
as a rampant drain flowing human waste,
This city is full of whores and murderers,
And when I start cleaning up this city with its politicians and
showstoppers, The blood they bleed is gonna stink like vermins.

A needy person wants help, Anyone ready, Anyone up for some help,
I keep screaming, the worlds busy with its sex and money, they are all deaf.
They all want an American Dream, They all wanna loot, kill and steal.

Seems to me this world has lost its soul,
I guess not lost but it was on ebay and it got sold,
Women showing off their infidelity, screaming out their bold,
Men trying to act young and wise, You skull candies have all grown old.

Corruption seeps into everyone, They are all bloody sons of whores,
Every one wants love, sex and money beat the others in their scores,
This world watches the humble die of hunger, The war rages everywhere,
I am done with this world, either I perish closing my eyes, Or I rebel
and slay these infidels, I swear!

Cry not OH Innocents, thou shall never be lost, The raven of the
modern world approaches but we have our Gods,
Prepare for battle, Prepare for War, The hungry shall be fed, the
naked shall be clothed, Truth shall be our vengence, Kindness our
sword.
Our blood will be held high in the chalice, our sacrifice will be
remembered by the children of the sky,
Your Blood shall flow like milk and honey purifying testifying, your
inequities, No one shall be spared, For thy End Is Nigh!

Jaipur Dreams

Today, when I spoke to you, I felt like an electrifying affection,
For you, Somewhat that reminds those times of suffocation,
When you were in Jaipur, and like oxygen to blood, I felt that irritation,
Why things happened, and why this sudden sense of realization.

I do not wish to remind you of the dark hours in your hostel,
But I want you to know that I wish I was your Genie in a bottle,
Who would pop up when ever you needed me,
Who could fulfill anything you wanted and my job was solely to see you happy.

Remember the sleepless nights and our chatting on Facebook,
The constant talking, and you studying for exams without a book,
The first spark of Love and your reading of Love ON FaceBook,
You coming home to me, and eating some Pasta, You My Princess I am your Cook.

Remember the times of our talking over the phone,
And I came late to meet you, Coz my friend broke his bone,
You picked me up, you were curious, In ya wagon, Something Pink You wore,
Your ridiculous observation of my height and Mine you laughing on my
jokes that I told.

Our first movie together, Our first Kiss and fever,
The green key is still with me, I don't know whether to throw,
I know we never got bored, I guess different things were in store,
But Baby....This time Christmas ain't over, And I am coming back for more.

Acid Dreams

Cure is what I am looking for in you,
Adapt my thoughts, make it yours,
Curiosity is a gift, But the reality is a Drift,
Into our past, Our love, Our want, Our dreams.

Read them, and may not your eyes burn,
For he says, Comfort my Child, Fear thou not, For I am with thee,
Comforting my love, my care, is in you, within you,
This trip is torn between reality and your awesome beauty.

Trying acid for the first time, and I feel like I am gonna die,
The same when I met you for the first time, See how time flies,
The grimy parts of our past grows brighter, the black and white, shifts to technicolor, Full HD,
Spectacular, You are, OH Doctor! treat me I am having a Drug overdose I feel.

Colors splitting, like supersonic planes tearing apart the stratosphere,
At Mac 4, traveling faster than sound,
My head is pulling in games, Maybe you should just let go this control,
I am not playing a game, then why are you, breathe, go slow.

And slowly, you will see how minutes burn into hours into days,
We were supposed to be together either ways,
My head is growing bizarre ideas, I just wanna kill this sensation,
and set myself free.
Tripping on the very fabric of time, I freeze, while time burns the
rubber of my life, Oh set me free....Oh let me be, in my Acid Dream.