The Theory 5 - Faster the Better

So whats the deal here, are we gonna win,
No..please don't be all philosophical, No way its a sin,
Your plan, Your invictus, I supported, Thats why I am in,
We have a long way to go, We arn't done.

This is like magic, The fun is so awesome and its never tragic,
This is like Saturday night, fuking every night,
This is like a party, You, Me Vegas style.
Comon don't be shy, We going global, For me you will always be 16 till you die.

I have a confession, In my deepest Depression,
I think of your action, to make my desicion,
You are omni present, fully engineered and automation,
Just like First person simulation, you control me, pleasure me,
without any deterioration.

Lets go to my island, blue sea all around it,
Just you and me, it would be like the twilight zone, whenever we get it on,
The moon's had craters since light years, Believe me this Theory is a cracker,
Lets ride to our fate with a 10000HorsePower engine, The Faster we
reach there the better.

Upside Down

I think of you, whenever I am lonely,
I think of you, whenever I am alone,
I feel you near, I feel you are mine solely,
I still think of you, though we are on our own.

You are just a dream away, I know,
Its so cold here, I feel I am in snow,
I hang out of my flight, and feel the cold wind blow,
I miss you in my feeling of love, filling me nice and slow.

The creation led by the brilliant masterpiece,
COld and COnfused, Catching A COld.....Sneeze.
You give me medicines, to forget you, Well,
You have way too much ego, I just can't Sell.

Slaughtering and Smithering, SOmething brave is me,
FIghting each battle, with you, For you, Against you,
I wish I hope, I pray, that you win, I want you to be loved,
I just can't imagine a moment when I haven't dreamt about you.

Shall I walk away, Shall i loose you,
It is harsh, It is an emotion, DIstortion, Sensation,
Ofcourse I want to make you giggle, But this is as serious as it sounds,
From the moment I saw you till this second, I wish it was all upside down.

........Find You

As I fly away in my deepest dream alone,
It feels so lonely, Feels like I am in a world of my own.
Though you are past, and you are still my present,
This is all I ask and All I need to be pleseant. And that is......

I look up, I look down, I see north and I see south, Everywhere and
anywhere I find you.
I go in and I go out, I go to sleep or I wake up, Everywhere and
anywhere I find you.

My dreams at night, My dreams of day, My working weeks or my Holidays,
Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.
While having lunch in office, or while Dining with my parents, Playing
with children, Or at Church doing adoration, Everywhere and Anywhere I
find you.

In my heart and In my soul,
While I sleep and While I fall,
In the darkest hour or the brightest day,
Coz of you I feel I am swept away,

In my Hall and on my wall, If I stand still or take a stroll,
Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.
Whether the lights are on or the lights are off,
My heart beats just dont stop, Coz Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.

How can I stop you , How Can I ignore you,
Whether I see you, Or I ignore you, Everywhere and Anywhere I Find You.
To remind you, I am behind you, Loose yourself and I will still find
you, Mind you, I am inside You, Open your eyes and you too will find
me right Beside you.

If we ever part, and we ever fall apart,
Just think of mine, Just be Kind, OK Never mind, But this is an
unbroken promise to you,
Even if World War 3 comes through, And things all tuff around you, I
will come and I will............Find You....

The End Is Nigh!

Angelo's Blog, March 29, 2010 - Watched some pretty bad dreams, Filthy
as a rampant drain flowing human waste,
This city is full of whores and murderers,
And when I start cleaning up this city with its politicians and
showstoppers, The blood they bleed is gonna stink like vermins.

A needy person wants help, Anyone ready, Anyone up for some help,
I keep screaming, the worlds busy with its sex and money, they are all deaf.
They all want an American Dream, They all wanna loot, kill and steal.

Seems to me this world has lost its soul,
I guess not lost but it was on ebay and it got sold,
Women showing off their infidelity, screaming out their bold,
Men trying to act young and wise, You skull candies have all grown old.

Corruption seeps into everyone, They are all bloody sons of whores,
Every one wants love, sex and money beat the others in their scores,
This world watches the humble die of hunger, The war rages everywhere,
I am done with this world, either I perish closing my eyes, Or I rebel
and slay these infidels, I swear!

Cry not OH Innocents, thou shall never be lost, The raven of the
modern world approaches but we have our Gods,
Prepare for battle, Prepare for War, The hungry shall be fed, the
naked shall be clothed, Truth shall be our vengence, Kindness our
sword.
Our blood will be held high in the chalice, our sacrifice will be
remembered by the children of the sky,
Your Blood shall flow like milk and honey purifying testifying, your
inequities, No one shall be spared, For thy End Is Nigh!

Jaipur Dreams

Today, when I spoke to you, I felt like an electrifying affection,
For you, Somewhat that reminds those times of suffocation,
When you were in Jaipur, and like oxygen to blood, I felt that irritation,
Why things happened, and why this sudden sense of realization.

I do not wish to remind you of the dark hours in your hostel,
But I want you to know that I wish I was your Genie in a bottle,
Who would pop up when ever you needed me,
Who could fulfill anything you wanted and my job was solely to see you happy.

Remember the sleepless nights and our chatting on Facebook,
The constant talking, and you studying for exams without a book,
The first spark of Love and your reading of Love ON FaceBook,
You coming home to me, and eating some Pasta, You My Princess I am your Cook.

Remember the times of our talking over the phone,
And I came late to meet you, Coz my friend broke his bone,
You picked me up, you were curious, In ya wagon, Something Pink You wore,
Your ridiculous observation of my height and Mine you laughing on my
jokes that I told.

Our first movie together, Our first Kiss and fever,
The green key is still with me, I don't know whether to throw,
I know we never got bored, I guess different things were in store,
But Baby....This time Christmas ain't over, And I am coming back for more.

Acid Dreams

Cure is what I am looking for in you,
Adapt my thoughts, make it yours,
Curiosity is a gift, But the reality is a Drift,
Into our past, Our love, Our want, Our dreams.

Read them, and may not your eyes burn,
For he says, Comfort my Child, Fear thou not, For I am with thee,
Comforting my love, my care, is in you, within you,
This trip is torn between reality and your awesome beauty.

Trying acid for the first time, and I feel like I am gonna die,
The same when I met you for the first time, See how time flies,
The grimy parts of our past grows brighter, the black and white, shifts to technicolor, Full HD,
Spectacular, You are, OH Doctor! treat me I am having a Drug overdose I feel.

Colors splitting, like supersonic planes tearing apart the stratosphere,
At Mac 4, traveling faster than sound,
My head is pulling in games, Maybe you should just let go this control,
I am not playing a game, then why are you, breathe, go slow.

And slowly, you will see how minutes burn into hours into days,
We were supposed to be together either ways,
My head is growing bizarre ideas, I just wanna kill this sensation,
and set myself free.
Tripping on the very fabric of time, I freeze, while time burns the
rubber of my life, Oh set me free....Oh let me be, in my Acid Dream.

Wet Dreams

Excited, Nitrous like feeling in me,
Just finished the excitement just rolled over on my bed,
Feels still like you were here, I am still in constant connect,
Warm breath around me, your aroma, still there like an after taste.

Smooth and slender I borrow your flavor,
I am still feeling the energy, going towards that direction,
Body is still warm and needy, Still and hearty have an erection,
The game is still on, your part is over, but I still have a hard on.

You have disappeared but I still feel you in my dream,
I follow your aroma, Your name I just wanna scream.
I just want you I don't care if this is a dream,
Believe me I will make this good for you, no questions asked, no
strings, nothing like it seems.

I wanna suck on those madly deeply, like a suck up,
i am gonna feel you like a hiccup,
I am gonna ride you like no one rode you,
I am gonna Fuck you, like no one ever Fucked you.

I am gonna make you scream, This is ecstasy extreme,
Drive you right up the wall, Like an exorcist, I am gonna fuck you in my hall.
Drive you mad, drive you crazy, mind, body and soul.
I am gonna fuck you like a whore, Love you like a doll.

And still I see you, looking at me in patience,
That look in disguise, I worry, I despise, hoping another wet dream should arise,
And that feeling happens again, Excited, Nitrous like filling me again,
Just finished the excitement, another dream begins,
Awaiting another session....Again.

Cocaine Dreams

This place is unreal, It's an island of my imagination,
Or is it? Subconsciously, I am getting transformed into a life form,
Of a different dynamics, of a different cosmic evolution, Am I a DNA
based replica,
Or just a mechanical cell level structure, with a brilliance of a
billion calculations per second.

I retain my genetic legacy, but Something is different,
I dream, I realize, I can change me, My evolving nature, is perhaps
revolutionary,
The path leads to a psychological breakdown, My minds tearing, My
brains working overtime.
Soo much information, its like the very origin of sound, magnetic
interference, or a field absorbing nuetrons and pulsating the output.

I can change my voice, I can change my dreams, I can change almost everything,
Solar energy burning through the gates my solitude,
The cosmic war of right and wrong wages, Only that its all in our minds.

The Mind is our enemy, its controlling us, We gotta escape it,
You think you cant coz of your mind, No mind, life is much simpler.
Come with me, Oh come my life, belongs to thee,
In all metaphysical certitude only our genes will live to be.

Oh my Oh my, its fire in my lungs, sparks in the sky,
The dreams of resurrection feels like freedom under the sun,
Nothing is impossible with you and me, It will be late for you to
realise, Oh Come..my butter and cream,
Behold! Life thy reality is broken, and thus begins my Cocaine Dream.

Midnight Dreams

It's 2am, am on my bed, Restless impatient,
Feel there is another one to go before I wake up,
And there it starts, we are on the dance floor,
I have to give it to you, You look sexier on the floor.

Hip-Hop making the sound waves thunder,
We dance to the tunes, You are in my arms all surrender,
One anthem, One couple, One crowd, One Global Party,
We are high, So fuking high, sipping on some Vodka and Cranberry.

Make haste, we dance tonight, We live for the night,
We dine in Hell tomorow, who cares as long as you are in my sight.
baby I guess, Loving you is like drowning in the sea,
I know I cant swim, But I know You will save me.

Touching you feeling you, melting you, the heat rising,
Its awesome to be in each others arms, we in loving,
Like an aroma, ya perfume, makes me mad, I kiss ya lips and dont let you go,
I move my hands on ya carpet, OH! i desire much more.

The party is still alive, The music still groves on,
Your sexy body shaking gives me a hard on,
Feels like we party together for evermore, Life is a party, You're my Fix,
This feeling never stops, never will, never ever, though it was all in
my Midnight Dreams.

My Rebellion

Enough of this bullshit, I am left untouched with it,
Fornication and bad consciences, makes me sick of these differences,
I am a different person inside, and bursting with anger,
The work that I do is meager, Feel like am meant fo something much bigger.

AM eager, its you, who else would I welcome, tell me who?
Life is ridiculous and I am so clueless,
Wasting my charm on all the others, When I have you.
It would've been better than the best, if only I could Love you.

Come join me, Join this artistic influence,
Don't wana share, what you have written, then who else?
Besides my job, I have a side profile,
I am a vigilante by night, slaying those criminals and pedophiles.

Here's an open invitation the worlds best fireworks show,
So watch me burn, or let me go,
Join my team and control my mind, Bring your love start this ascension,
For I have no time, this world awaits a hero, this world needs My Rebellion.

Flotation - Pink Year

One Second, time at it's shortest, less than my need,
Awesome spectacle of the nightmare that passed,
The lessons we learn, the beats that read,
God only knows what is in your head.

Feeling lonely, out of place, is not you alone,
We are like the sides of the same coin, and trust me,
These are not fake realizations,
I feel you, I feel you, closer pure, in random parallel strands of emotion.

Far away here we stayed, together in a glorious moment of unity,
Enjoying my empowered arms, you lied there,
Carefully I touching your face and nursing your hair,
I making no mistake, this is an easy redemption from the sins of my past.

And some where everything got lost, we see now a revival,
Reverend, this is a beautiful voice, I hear it more,
The times here are changing, either you stand up,
Or let me guide your army.

The sights are getting clear, Love feels better,
No union, has a reunion, nonetheless lets push it further,
This is ear to ear, lips to lips, the earlier the better,
Truly, for me it's to say, this is the beginning of the Pink Year.

Flotation - Experience

Nothing in this world means more to a dying man,
Than someone who can save his ability, to keep breathing,
And when that pleasure becomes a curse,
You really know that she really hates you a lot.

Finding meaning in our lives, is sure tough,
Much tougher is to accept the fact that life can be simple, Only that
we keep thinking it's a complex paradox.
We rely on emotions, we rely on the beast to take care of us,
But hell ya, the feeling lingers, we get what we don't respect, we
loose what we really deserve.

Life is a simple rule, loose ya self in something or get lost forever,
Darker than your feelings is my past, But I still love this feeling,
Forgiveness? Why? You have not sinned, Never,
Loving you is in loosing you, is using me, is in ya sense, my greatest experience.

I will come by you when you need me, when need be, call me,
My phones never out, my mail space never runs out, every disaster come
to my Fallout.
I will be alone there, all alone, usually, totally, completely,
And all that you will find there, is that lovely thing you left
behind....Your Experience.

Flotation – Dynamics

The needle is ready, here we go, piercing the skin,
1ml is enough? No maybe 2, maybe more,
The red viscous liquid is in your hands,
You smile, empty it in a bottle, send it to be stored.

Doctor, am I still alive? Do I still need to have a heart?
Check me, I am going mental, I am deprived of sex,
I keep sending beeps to my love interest,
But they shout out, no reply.

Doctor, are we hear, to live, were we not born out of love,
We said prayers, we wanted blessings, I prayed, to HIM above,
I took a blade, I feel the pain, same when you pinch me,
My blood flows in random, like its darkness raised to infinity.

Doctor, shouldn't have we been born as twins,
Like substances inside that flow, emotions included, and our sins.
The oxygen becomes heavier each time, I want to fall in love,
Someone is waiting I feel. SOmeone whom I deserve.

Care for a smoke, Doctor? I don't care for the Dynamics,
I am going to die, Let me be free, no Physics no chemistry,
Larger than my soul, let you know my heart has a hole,
Listening to jazz, watching me die, I guess someone somewhere is gonna roll.....

Flotation – Lady Care

Magic, split into two differences, Poles apart,
Tiny pieces of me scattered in your life,
Remember the time when they were together,
When they were whole, I bet you do. Why stop caring?

Changing megapixels, the optical illusion,
The kisses together we shared, now we are spared of this,
Divine objection if any, tore me apart, holding you still,
Feeling Love, still after all this. I am a big joke.

Funny how we change, how people mock,
Sad we remain the same, the more we change,
Lemon and Honey, Baby, the fluidity like mercury,
A pain in my chest, which I have no choice but I carry.

My keyboard starts typing, what’s in my heart, on my mind,
How? It feels like Magic, am I magician, I thought I was a joker,
Do you even Care, do people around me Care, DO I?
Question me? Freaks me out, the world as we know, has gone reverse.

The bells are ringing, The Adoration has begun, Life is formed,
The music still playing, the chords changing, the singers have gone,
They all mourn, including me, Goldie the world is all on me stare,
I smile, I a magician, Say, We are safe, Coz the Lady doesn’t Care.
(Smile & Bow)

Flotation – MisMatch

Handle it with care, The DNA it holds will live longer,
The judge is right here, you judged me too soon,
Haste, what a waste? Wish you hold more, to taste,
The purity of my thoughts, words, my arms……..

The smoke fills my lungs, burns down the avalanche,
The emotionless me, now goes back to drum and base,
The beats, hear my heart beat, becomes one with music,
Acid, trips of the unknown, a mismatch to my courage.

Run away, Fly away, I still smoke and watch you burn,
I feel its still inside me, you want to touch me,
I am misfit, I feel like it, thrown away in a basket,
Thrown away, Vultures come and fetch, Despair.

You miss me, You have missed my point, My energy still waits,
To consume your satisfaction, the hunger, made in heaven,
Devoured on earth, mismatched…..Meet you in hell….I die,
I like your song, disaster feels it….its in my guts…But…I am a MisMatch.

Flotation – Desires

Open, open them up, the vision of mischief,
Sweet Jazz, love the sound so pure, the love attracting,
Feels like snow melting on my skin, leaving behind purity,
Smile, there is a sunlight we have been waiting for.

Much that we have wished, is forgotten, is lost in time,
New likes, new fondness, new love, New newness,
Searching, smiling, floating, flying, dreaming,
New sorrows, new lights of desire, new silence.

Play me a song, sing me a song,
Well I still love your eyes, match them again, once more,
The sweet smell, flowers around you, honey the nights long,
The music is still live, will you dance with me?

For a moment of desire is greater, than a billion dreams,
The hunger never felt, the thirst never quenched,
Shop me a heart, love me like I love you,
Shop for love, you will never find, My Desire floats, touch me once more & Feel it.

Call You.....

White......its all white below, here its like snow,
Below my feet, and the sky is blue you know,
How its so peaceful here, and I wish you were here,
With me, make you free from fear, I wana Call You.

21000ft above sea level, my flights tearing through clouds,
My imagination is my fix, I am a junkie, You are my fix,
You filling my imagination, Filling the mind,
Oh You make me very happy, But How can I Call You.

Small hands, and your bright face, your smile so beautiful,
You make me wana scream, with joy, thinking of you is acid,
I get lost in time, lost from everyone, You read my thoughts,
You take them on face value, I wana read you, Shall I Call You?

You are smooth as vodka, Highlights like Absinthe,
The green reservoir of herbs, You make them priceless,
Like Velvet diamonds, your eyes shines and sparkles,
You are my Superstar, no one else but you, Read me carefully, Can You, Should I Call You?

The richness in your thoughts, the spot on back, You,
Is like heaven in my lap, when You lie on it,
Wait don't get up, Wait lets sit like this again, in a cab,
Kissing you, Worshipping you more, I wanna Call you, But tragically I dont have you. I dream again....And I Call You.....