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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Throne of the Gods

Mighty is You, your smile, your radiant face,
I know not how did I deserve such a grace,
And with each second, with you,
I realize, you are my miracle, Without you there is so much few.

Glazing like a ball of fire, Your eyes tear into me,
That may be my last, if your looks could kill me,
Steal thy brilliance, and diminish the probability of my conscience,
I can only thank the throne of Gods who created such brilliance.

Resting in your glory, I lay down with a heart full of love,
The signs of your fury, Your fire burning in me, its Love,
Ever meet me as a predator, You will not be apprehended,
I am here, Your prey, With out any shield, any help, undefended.

The Gods of Valour have created those eyes,
Whom I shall never be able to despise,
I cry out, this army of warriors will rise,
For this was my destiny, In loving You, I ride on the path of self defiance.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

5th Of November

Remember remember the 5th of November,
How we met, defied in every eventuality,
A consequence in detailed sequence in time,
Smarter than you, Smaller than thou, but unsure about the similarity.

Frankly, the worst is in my books buried deep down,
The pages have left the memories, Lost forever,
The crazy me between you, discovering the horizon,
This life is a reminder not everything yet is clear.

Cream and Honey in my glass, your voice on my ears,
Like the Goddess Calypso, the ancient records flow,
Feeling the senses of my soul, here it is,
Shall we dance for the first time and forego.

Creation is a travesty, we all have evolved to surrender,
Its better you realize now, better than never,
This awesomeness might hurt, but shall definitely pay,
COz babes, its here and now and its definitely gonna stay.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Hyber-Nation

We are the army of a thousand giant dna based computers,
Controlling our ghosts who walk in the real world,
The world of predecessors no longer exist,
The time has begun for a virtual surge of life.

The beeps of life, the sleepless nights,
Come down like a facade of pink bikini,
Fail of enchant the creative commons,
This is what I am, this is our new legacy.

Falling down, there is no other landscape I can enjoy,
My mechanical eyes concieve the notations in my brain,
The circumference of protective analysis, and a radius of laser beams,
I know this the truth, there cant be such a mechanical world of dreams.

Drums and Beats light up my brain for fear does not exist,
The dawn of the new life has begun, Space age,
The danger of existence has seazed, we live in the power of my mind,
This world is my window my mind wishes to design.

Surely such a travesty has never gone unnoticed,
This world feels better but selfish enticed,
The realm of glory and selflessness is niche, but its not my fascination,
You had a chance, you blew it, and now you co-exist with Hyber-nation.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Wet

The lights dim, The candles are burning,
You look at me, you are smiling,
I wanna hug you, I feel like crying,
Wanna tell you how much I miss you, Thinking.....

You are dining with me, and still the moment feels faster,
Times flying I wana stop time, I can never,
However, I invite you to dance, I press you towards me,
I feel you, Your heart beat, that smile just so orgasmic, Come....

We slip into my blanket,
I kiss you and I don't stop, I know you are wet,
This moment is the best, This we shall never forget,
The closest I got since we ever met.

I wana go closer, No questions, No answer,
This I feel from within, Going mad, Down there,
I wana get inside you, hold you, tear you, We are together,
The fear of loosing you is nowhere here.

I am the hurricane Babes...You Bet!
I shall go miles for you, and keep going No sweat,
A stallion like me is hard to get,
Lets begin now, You me, every night, twilight, Are you still Wet?

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Smile For You Are My World

What an awesome feeling, this new feeling, Old and known,
But still feels like the forgotten lands, fragrances unknown,
This weather feels like our electric promise,
The moment of sepration and wanting for you near me, and I so wana kiss.

This world only grows invisible when you are around,
The love the passion you bring along surrounds,
The magic of GOD fills me inside out,
The gut feeling says you taste like black currant in my mouth.

Your sweet smell, is all I can want from you,
Though I know I can never have you,
And how much ever I want, there is still nothing I can do.
I am only happy I met you, the various emotions of love and excitement
I went through.

Baby I wana Give You everything money can buy and more,
Make you the happiest one ever, Spend my wealth on you like sand on the shore.
I wana only ask of you to let me stay in you forever more.

Like the time passes, there is a new day and a new night,
What ever happens, with this world, I will protect you, Always in my sight,
This blue planet means nothing to me, But You, like an image going blurred,
You, Baby You are the one, Smile! for You are my World.

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

The Theory 1 - The Strongest is the Weakest

Open thy eyes to destiny, with whom you may be,
There is always a bit more than what we can see,
Surely, life brings in everything, but sadly this time its just me,
And whether you like it or not, the pleasentries have not even begun.

The feeling that you miss, The me in that feeling it is,
You are not alone, Its me too who feels this,
And somehow this emotion cant be placed, no name given,
For it is more than humans can comprehend.

Even as time shows us its not the fastest or the strongest who wins,
And not the one who is most adaptable to change,
But its the one who has nothing and doesnt want anything,
Far more superior than the one who has everything, but still thinks he
has nothing and wants more.

When life throws you a curve ball, and everything around you swings,
Like a winner who is beaten in his own game thinks,
Life has never ended, Never will, the human mind though has amnesia,
And we all though have lived our life, forget that we were the strongest.

In loving you, In liking you I made myself vulnerable,
I became weak, I became the prey the one to be attacked,
The one to be marked by destiny's only hope of extinction, And asked
nothing more,
You were the price I payed, You made me strong, You completed me, You
have me weak, always and yet never, with me.

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

The Theory 2 - The Death Of Innocence

I am at the heart of your DNA,
You still rebuke me, hate me, shew me away.
The roads have fallen short, and I stop,
I feel life is useless, Feel like jumping from the top.

My innocence is killing me, My identity is rebuking me,
Like the drums of war, I bear the brunt of brutality,
This is my destiny, my only hope and I will loose everything until fatality,
This war is over before it started, my love lives no more in me.

Fear thou, For the angels shall smite thee like a pack of hyenas,
The words shall turn into swords and pierce your hearts,
The life that you live shall reflex, The DNA within violating the evolution,
The human brain, embracing this true destiny, shall long for a revolution.

But piece of mind won't come easy and the breath will stare at you,
The lungs shall get tired and heart shall stop pumping for you,
I had never stopped, Never shall I henceforth, this shall remain emotionless,
Neither this world cares Nor you, My Moaning shall be, for the
Death Of My Innocence.

Saturday, April 03, 2010

The Theory 3 - Don't Stop Believing

Like strangers we passed each other,
Aimless, helpless, we just kept going further,
One miracle, One instance brought us together,
And now we part ways as we get lost forever.

Some gain a lot, Some loose all out,
The way Love has caught you in me,
I am a bonded laborer, no way can be free,
And still I want you to go, let me be.

Hungry and all out of my mind,
I set on a journey again, For Love to find,
I let you go once, I shall not let you go again,
I will fight this world, not in just words, but in all might and action.

The day the pot breaks, My heart aches,
The love that I search finds me and takes,
All that my mind and my heart ever had,
That day, will be the sigh of achievement, the day I believe.

For this world wants to put you down,
With all its money and make you a fool,
Love me, for I crave like a beggar, all empty emotionless, Bye now I am leaving,
For all I ever wanted you to do, was Never Stop Believing.

Friday, April 02, 2010

The Theory 4 - True Love Always Waits

When was the last time you fell in love,
OK! I am not killing the mocking bird,
I don't know how to swim so I stroke first,
The way we are going, feels like the Tyre will burst.

Follow me, to a land across the shining sea,
Waiting beyond the world that we have known,
Beyond the world that dream could be,
And the joy we have tasted.

Follow me, along the road that only love can see,
Rising above the fun years of the night,
Into the light beyond the tears,
And all the nights that we have wasted.

Follow me, to a distant land his mountain high,
Where all the music that we always kept inside will fill the sky,
Singing in silence, I live, My heart is free.
While the world goes on turning and turning. Turning and Falling.

Follow me or Find me there waiting for you where,
The wait just never stops, The love that always flows,
Unconditionally, The suppression, the transgression, This world just hates,
For me you are the Goddess, And for you this heart will always wait.

Closer

Finally, I meet you, dressed in the clear blue sky,
Smiles at me, there were a thousand heart beats that I felt,
The perfect sense of happiness, when you are near,
You stare at me, Hearts left bruised with a double edged Spear.

I shoved myself towards your lips,
Eyes closed and heart open like an eclipse,
Your lips taste like a drug, like my fix,
This worlds forgotten, with its pain as we Kiss.

Grab me and taste me, The power of being under your influence,
Starting a new time, Stating you for me, Like we melt, as ice,
In a little while, the stick is about to grow its size,
I want you, I am turning into an animal in front of your eyes.

Slow down my beating heart, faster the better,
You can go there, and hunt for your reward,
Kiss it and make it yours, I want some shelter,
Its still standing, An army to make you passionately happy, marching upwards.

The wind rises electric, She is warm, wild and almost weightless,
Her perfume and her sweet lips, Just makes me mad, I want her even more,
I want to hold her close to me, She says she wants to leave, I shiver,
She leaves, I hold you close, I wanted to hug, Never mind, I am still
Closer than you think.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

The Theory 5 - Faster the Better

So whats the deal here, are we gonna win,
No..please don't be all philosophical, No way its a sin,
Your plan, Your invictus, I supported, Thats why I am in,
We have a long way to go, We arn't done.

This is like magic, The fun is so awesome and its never tragic,
This is like Saturday night, fuking every night,
This is like a party, You, Me Vegas style.
Comon don't be shy, We going global, For me you will always be 16 till you die.

I have a confession, In my deepest Depression,
I think of your action, to make my desicion,
You are omni present, fully engineered and automation,
Just like First person simulation, you control me, pleasure me,
without any deterioration.

Lets go to my island, blue sea all around it,
Just you and me, it would be like the twilight zone, whenever we get it on,
The moon's had craters since light years, Believe me this Theory is a cracker,
Lets ride to our fate with a 10000HorsePower engine, The Faster we
reach there the better.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Upside Down

I think of you, whenever I am lonely,
I think of you, whenever I am alone,
I feel you near, I feel you are mine solely,
I still think of you, though we are on our own.

You are just a dream away, I know,
Its so cold here, I feel I am in snow,
I hang out of my flight, and feel the cold wind blow,
I miss you in my feeling of love, filling me nice and slow.

The creation led by the brilliant masterpiece,
COld and COnfused, Catching A COld.....Sneeze.
You give me medicines, to forget you, Well,
You have way too much ego, I just can't Sell.

Slaughtering and Smithering, SOmething brave is me,
FIghting each battle, with you, For you, Against you,
I wish I hope, I pray, that you win, I want you to be loved,
I just can't imagine a moment when I haven't dreamt about you.

Shall I walk away, Shall i loose you,
It is harsh, It is an emotion, DIstortion, Sensation,
Ofcourse I want to make you giggle, But this is as serious as it sounds,
From the moment I saw you till this second, I wish it was all upside down.

........Find You

As I fly away in my deepest dream alone,
It feels so lonely, Feels like I am in a world of my own.
Though you are past, and you are still my present,
This is all I ask and All I need to be pleseant. And that is......

I look up, I look down, I see north and I see south, Everywhere and
anywhere I find you.
I go in and I go out, I go to sleep or I wake up, Everywhere and
anywhere I find you.

My dreams at night, My dreams of day, My working weeks or my Holidays,
Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.
While having lunch in office, or while Dining with my parents, Playing
with children, Or at Church doing adoration, Everywhere and Anywhere I
find you.

In my heart and In my soul,
While I sleep and While I fall,
In the darkest hour or the brightest day,
Coz of you I feel I am swept away,

In my Hall and on my wall, If I stand still or take a stroll,
Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.
Whether the lights are on or the lights are off,
My heart beats just dont stop, Coz Everywhere and Anywhere I find you.

How can I stop you , How Can I ignore you,
Whether I see you, Or I ignore you, Everywhere and Anywhere I Find You.
To remind you, I am behind you, Loose yourself and I will still find
you, Mind you, I am inside You, Open your eyes and you too will find
me right Beside you.

If we ever part, and we ever fall apart,
Just think of mine, Just be Kind, OK Never mind, But this is an
unbroken promise to you,
Even if World War 3 comes through, And things all tuff around you, I
will come and I will............Find You....

Monday, March 29, 2010

The End Is Nigh!

Angelo's Blog, March 29, 2010 - Watched some pretty bad dreams, Filthy
as a rampant drain flowing human waste,
This city is full of whores and murderers,
And when I start cleaning up this city with its politicians and
showstoppers, The blood they bleed is gonna stink like vermins.

A needy person wants help, Anyone ready, Anyone up for some help,
I keep screaming, the worlds busy with its sex and money, they are all deaf.
They all want an American Dream, They all wanna loot, kill and steal.

Seems to me this world has lost its soul,
I guess not lost but it was on ebay and it got sold,
Women showing off their infidelity, screaming out their bold,
Men trying to act young and wise, You skull candies have all grown old.

Corruption seeps into everyone, They are all bloody sons of whores,
Every one wants love, sex and money beat the others in their scores,
This world watches the humble die of hunger, The war rages everywhere,
I am done with this world, either I perish closing my eyes, Or I rebel
and slay these infidels, I swear!

Cry not OH Innocents, thou shall never be lost, The raven of the
modern world approaches but we have our Gods,
Prepare for battle, Prepare for War, The hungry shall be fed, the
naked shall be clothed, Truth shall be our vengence, Kindness our
sword.
Our blood will be held high in the chalice, our sacrifice will be
remembered by the children of the sky,
Your Blood shall flow like milk and honey purifying testifying, your
inequities, No one shall be spared, For thy End Is Nigh!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Jaipur Dreams

Today, when I spoke to you, I felt like an electrifying affection,
For you, Somewhat that reminds those times of suffocation,
When you were in Jaipur, and like oxygen to blood, I felt that irritation,
Why things happened, and why this sudden sense of realization.

I do not wish to remind you of the dark hours in your hostel,
But I want you to know that I wish I was your Genie in a bottle,
Who would pop up when ever you needed me,
Who could fulfill anything you wanted and my job was solely to see you happy.

Remember the sleepless nights and our chatting on Facebook,
The constant talking, and you studying for exams without a book,
The first spark of Love and your reading of Love ON FaceBook,
You coming home to me, and eating some Pasta, You My Princess I am your Cook.

Remember the times of our talking over the phone,
And I came late to meet you, Coz my friend broke his bone,
You picked me up, you were curious, In ya wagon, Something Pink You wore,
Your ridiculous observation of my height and Mine you laughing on my
jokes that I told.

Our first movie together, Our first Kiss and fever,
The green key is still with me, I don't know whether to throw,
I know we never got bored, I guess different things were in store,
But Baby....This time Christmas ain't over, And I am coming back for more.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Acid Dreams

Cure is what I am looking for in you,
Adapt my thoughts, make it yours,
Curiosity is a gift, But the reality is a Drift,
Into our past, Our love, Our want, Our dreams.

Read them, and may not your eyes burn,
For he says, Comfort my Child, Fear thou not, For I am with thee,
Comforting my love, my care, is in you, within you,
This trip is torn between reality and your awesome beauty.

Trying acid for the first time, and I feel like I am gonna die,
The same when I met you for the first time, See how time flies,
The grimy parts of our past grows brighter, the black and white, shifts to technicolor, Full HD,
Spectacular, You are, OH Doctor! treat me I am having a Drug overdose I feel.

Colors splitting, like supersonic planes tearing apart the stratosphere,
At Mac 4, traveling faster than sound,
My head is pulling in games, Maybe you should just let go this control,
I am not playing a game, then why are you, breathe, go slow.

And slowly, you will see how minutes burn into hours into days,
We were supposed to be together either ways,
My head is growing bizarre ideas, I just wanna kill this sensation,
and set myself free.
Tripping on the very fabric of time, I freeze, while time burns the
rubber of my life, Oh set me free....Oh let me be, in my Acid Dream.

Wet Dreams

Excited, Nitrous like feeling in me,
Just finished the excitement just rolled over on my bed,
Feels still like you were here, I am still in constant connect,
Warm breath around me, your aroma, still there like an after taste.

Smooth and slender I borrow your flavor,
I am still feeling the energy, going towards that direction,
Body is still warm and needy, Still and hearty have an erection,
The game is still on, your part is over, but I still have a hard on.

You have disappeared but I still feel you in my dream,
I follow your aroma, Your name I just wanna scream.
I just want you I don't care if this is a dream,
Believe me I will make this good for you, no questions asked, no
strings, nothing like it seems.

I wanna suck on those madly deeply, like a suck up,
i am gonna feel you like a hiccup,
I am gonna ride you like no one rode you,
I am gonna Fuck you, like no one ever Fucked you.

I am gonna make you scream, This is ecstasy extreme,
Drive you right up the wall, Like an exorcist, I am gonna fuck you in my hall.
Drive you mad, drive you crazy, mind, body and soul.
I am gonna fuck you like a whore, Love you like a doll.

And still I see you, looking at me in patience,
That look in disguise, I worry, I despise, hoping another wet dream should arise,
And that feeling happens again, Excited, Nitrous like filling me again,
Just finished the excitement, another dream begins,
Awaiting another session....Again.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Cocaine Dreams

This place is unreal, It's an island of my imagination,
Or is it? Subconsciously, I am getting transformed into a life form,
Of a different dynamics, of a different cosmic evolution, Am I a DNA
based replica,
Or just a mechanical cell level structure, with a brilliance of a
billion calculations per second.

I retain my genetic legacy, but Something is different,
I dream, I realize, I can change me, My evolving nature, is perhaps
revolutionary,
The path leads to a psychological breakdown, My minds tearing, My
brains working overtime.
Soo much information, its like the very origin of sound, magnetic
interference, or a field absorbing nuetrons and pulsating the output.

I can change my voice, I can change my dreams, I can change almost everything,
Solar energy burning through the gates my solitude,
The cosmic war of right and wrong wages, Only that its all in our minds.

The Mind is our enemy, its controlling us, We gotta escape it,
You think you cant coz of your mind, No mind, life is much simpler.
Come with me, Oh come my life, belongs to thee,
In all metaphysical certitude only our genes will live to be.

Oh my Oh my, its fire in my lungs, sparks in the sky,
The dreams of resurrection feels like freedom under the sun,
Nothing is impossible with you and me, It will be late for you to
realise, Oh Come..my butter and cream,
Behold! Life thy reality is broken, and thus begins my Cocaine Dream.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Midnight Dreams

It's 2am, am on my bed, Restless impatient,
Feel there is another one to go before I wake up,
And there it starts, we are on the dance floor,
I have to give it to you, You look sexier on the floor.

Hip-Hop making the sound waves thunder,
We dance to the tunes, You are in my arms all surrender,
One anthem, One couple, One crowd, One Global Party,
We are high, So fuking high, sipping on some Vodka and Cranberry.

Make haste, we dance tonight, We live for the night,
We dine in Hell tomorow, who cares as long as you are in my sight.
baby I guess, Loving you is like drowning in the sea,
I know I cant swim, But I know You will save me.

Touching you feeling you, melting you, the heat rising,
Its awesome to be in each others arms, we in loving,
Like an aroma, ya perfume, makes me mad, I kiss ya lips and dont let you go,
I move my hands on ya carpet, OH! i desire much more.

The party is still alive, The music still groves on,
Your sexy body shaking gives me a hard on,
Feels like we party together for evermore, Life is a party, You're my Fix,
This feeling never stops, never will, never ever, though it was all in
my Midnight Dreams.

Monday, March 22, 2010

My Rebellion

Enough of this bullshit, I am left untouched with it,
Fornication and bad consciences, makes me sick of these differences,
I am a different person inside, and bursting with anger,
The work that I do is meager, Feel like am meant fo something much bigger.

AM eager, its you, who else would I welcome, tell me who?
Life is ridiculous and I am so clueless,
Wasting my charm on all the others, When I have you.
It would've been better than the best, if only I could Love you.

Come join me, Join this artistic influence,
Don't wana share, what you have written, then who else?
Besides my job, I have a side profile,
I am a vigilante by night, slaying those criminals and pedophiles.

Here's an open invitation the worlds best fireworks show,
So watch me burn, or let me go,
Join my team and control my mind, Bring your love start this ascension,
For I have no time, this world awaits a hero, this world needs My Rebellion.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Flotation - Pink Year

One Second, time at it's shortest, less than my need,
Awesome spectacle of the nightmare that passed,
The lessons we learn, the beats that read,
God only knows what is in your head.

Feeling lonely, out of place, is not you alone,
We are like the sides of the same coin, and trust me,
These are not fake realizations,
I feel you, I feel you, closer pure, in random parallel strands of emotion.

Far away here we stayed, together in a glorious moment of unity,
Enjoying my empowered arms, you lied there,
Carefully I touching your face and nursing your hair,
I making no mistake, this is an easy redemption from the sins of my past.

And some where everything got lost, we see now a revival,
Reverend, this is a beautiful voice, I hear it more,
The times here are changing, either you stand up,
Or let me guide your army.

The sights are getting clear, Love feels better,
No union, has a reunion, nonetheless lets push it further,
This is ear to ear, lips to lips, the earlier the better,
Truly, for me it's to say, this is the beginning of the Pink Year.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Flotation - Experience

Nothing in this world means more to a dying man,
Than someone who can save his ability, to keep breathing,
And when that pleasure becomes a curse,
You really know that she really hates you a lot.

Finding meaning in our lives, is sure tough,
Much tougher is to accept the fact that life can be simple, Only that
we keep thinking it's a complex paradox.
We rely on emotions, we rely on the beast to take care of us,
But hell ya, the feeling lingers, we get what we don't respect, we
loose what we really deserve.

Life is a simple rule, loose ya self in something or get lost forever,
Darker than your feelings is my past, But I still love this feeling,
Forgiveness? Why? You have not sinned, Never,
Loving you is in loosing you, is using me, is in ya sense, my greatest experience.

I will come by you when you need me, when need be, call me,
My phones never out, my mail space never runs out, every disaster come
to my Fallout.
I will be alone there, all alone, usually, totally, completely,
And all that you will find there, is that lovely thing you left
behind....Your Experience.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Flotation – Dynamics

The needle is ready, here we go, piercing the skin,
1ml is enough? No maybe 2, maybe more,
The red viscous liquid is in your hands,
You smile, empty it in a bottle, send it to be stored.

Doctor, am I still alive? Do I still need to have a heart?
Check me, I am going mental, I am deprived of sex,
I keep sending beeps to my love interest,
But they shout out, no reply.

Doctor, are we hear, to live, were we not born out of love,
We said prayers, we wanted blessings, I prayed, to HIM above,
I took a blade, I feel the pain, same when you pinch me,
My blood flows in random, like its darkness raised to infinity.

Doctor, shouldn't have we been born as twins,
Like substances inside that flow, emotions included, and our sins.
The oxygen becomes heavier each time, I want to fall in love,
Someone is waiting I feel. SOmeone whom I deserve.

Care for a smoke, Doctor? I don't care for the Dynamics,
I am going to die, Let me be free, no Physics no chemistry,
Larger than my soul, let you know my heart has a hole,
Listening to jazz, watching me die, I guess someone somewhere is gonna roll.....

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Flotation – Lady Care

Magic, split into two differences, Poles apart,
Tiny pieces of me scattered in your life,
Remember the time when they were together,
When they were whole, I bet you do. Why stop caring?

Changing megapixels, the optical illusion,
The kisses together we shared, now we are spared of this,
Divine objection if any, tore me apart, holding you still,
Feeling Love, still after all this. I am a big joke.

Funny how we change, how people mock,
Sad we remain the same, the more we change,
Lemon and Honey, Baby, the fluidity like mercury,
A pain in my chest, which I have no choice but I carry.

My keyboard starts typing, what’s in my heart, on my mind,
How? It feels like Magic, am I magician, I thought I was a joker,
Do you even Care, do people around me Care, DO I?
Question me? Freaks me out, the world as we know, has gone reverse.

The bells are ringing, The Adoration has begun, Life is formed,
The music still playing, the chords changing, the singers have gone,
They all mourn, including me, Goldie the world is all on me stare,
I smile, I a magician, Say, We are safe, Coz the Lady doesn’t Care.
(Smile & Bow)

Flotation – MisMatch

Handle it with care, The DNA it holds will live longer,
The judge is right here, you judged me too soon,
Haste, what a waste? Wish you hold more, to taste,
The purity of my thoughts, words, my arms……..

The smoke fills my lungs, burns down the avalanche,
The emotionless me, now goes back to drum and base,
The beats, hear my heart beat, becomes one with music,
Acid, trips of the unknown, a mismatch to my courage.

Run away, Fly away, I still smoke and watch you burn,
I feel its still inside me, you want to touch me,
I am misfit, I feel like it, thrown away in a basket,
Thrown away, Vultures come and fetch, Despair.

You miss me, You have missed my point, My energy still waits,
To consume your satisfaction, the hunger, made in heaven,
Devoured on earth, mismatched…..Meet you in hell….I die,
I like your song, disaster feels it….its in my guts…But…I am a MisMatch.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Flotation – Desires

Open, open them up, the vision of mischief,
Sweet Jazz, love the sound so pure, the love attracting,
Feels like snow melting on my skin, leaving behind purity,
Smile, there is a sunlight we have been waiting for.

Much that we have wished, is forgotten, is lost in time,
New likes, new fondness, new love, New newness,
Searching, smiling, floating, flying, dreaming,
New sorrows, new lights of desire, new silence.

Play me a song, sing me a song,
Well I still love your eyes, match them again, once more,
The sweet smell, flowers around you, honey the nights long,
The music is still live, will you dance with me?

For a moment of desire is greater, than a billion dreams,
The hunger never felt, the thirst never quenched,
Shop me a heart, love me like I love you,
Shop for love, you will never find, My Desire floats, touch me once more & Feel it.

Friday, March 05, 2010

Call You.....

White......its all white below, here its like snow,
Below my feet, and the sky is blue you know,
How its so peaceful here, and I wish you were here,
With me, make you free from fear, I wana Call You.

21000ft above sea level, my flights tearing through clouds,
My imagination is my fix, I am a junkie, You are my fix,
You filling my imagination, Filling the mind,
Oh You make me very happy, But How can I Call You.

Small hands, and your bright face, your smile so beautiful,
You make me wana scream, with joy, thinking of you is acid,
I get lost in time, lost from everyone, You read my thoughts,
You take them on face value, I wana read you, Shall I Call You?

You are smooth as vodka, Highlights like Absinthe,
The green reservoir of herbs, You make them priceless,
Like Velvet diamonds, your eyes shines and sparkles,
You are my Superstar, no one else but you, Read me carefully, Can You, Should I Call You?

The richness in your thoughts, the spot on back, You,
Is like heaven in my lap, when You lie on it,
Wait don't get up, Wait lets sit like this again, in a cab,
Kissing you, Worshipping you more, I wanna Call you, But tragically I dont have you. I dream again....And I Call You.....

Monday, February 22, 2010

Love-Relapse-Disconnect-Reconnect

Don't get me in this loop again,
Probably you know what I am talking about,
Major part of that feeling lost in space time continuum,
The Quantum of energy bustling in me, maybe its Red Bull.

Pink Floyd is greater than ever, The weed sucking in my lungs,
The nights distraught, famous poets waste it in loneliness,
Me is a part of their great legacy, Nothing in particular for life with the stars,
Movies, and Julius light the night, constant terrorism on thoughts.

Brave like the Cyclopian power, the immense pleasure of able to handle a Volkswagen,
Playing golf on a lush green field of Myst, smoke or is it morning dew,
Stab it for clarity, for clear vision, Relaxed sight, Power immaculate,
Sex hungry my bonnets, sharp as the blade, wait in disgust.

Sure there is another way, Sure there is a drunk bastard somewhere building,
Dreams on hope unnecessary, Nothing much to say since a juvenile age,
Loss of innocence, Paid for material power, Much like the initial invention,
Of the electric spark, the noted discovery lied in shadows.

The will is dying, Love is lost, Relapse is worn out,
Disconnect you filthy little barbed emotion, stink waiting to be exhaled,
Reconnect for a passion with one moment of silence, The words swallowed,
Lovely words missed, Lust eats up half....wondering why....Wake UP!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Sex in the Moonlight

The land has come to an end, We have been running away,
Hunting each other, like animals we are wild,
We can't go any further, the shore has reached its course,
And i pull you towards me, I control you under my royal force.

The power under your influence, The variable dilemma on my mind,
The sun has set, and we have nowhere else to go, You like water,
SO we are in water, all wet and muddy, Filthy like a shell,
I charge on your body with my fingers, Oh that immaculate smell.

I am shifting gears on you, You like my art work,
SLowly moving close to your lips,
I wana seal this nice ad slow,
I want to make you sensual, Nicely and gently bringing the flow.

I am your exorcist, I am your scar,
I want to hurt you so bad, You cry out in pleasure you never had,
I look into your eyes, I can see the moon in them,
Closer I move to my goal, Relishing each moment with you.

Delicious you are, I smell you, play you, hurt you,
The moon is shining, and beach is roaring watching us, washing us,
Your moaning stronger than ever, My brain is burning in Techno Joules,
Freezing that one moment of ecstasy, Combined with a strong sense of hunger.

Its here, It will be here forever, In me, Nowhere else,
My hands, my control, my force, my breath, my sweat,
My strength in you, inside you, Feeling you, Belonging to you,
Waves rising, Running the strong heat wave in my blood, This will happen again...and again..

My Superstar

Believe me, life is like has just begun for me,
Saw you in the store, You were listening to your rock star,
Your hair bouncing like a snow flake tossed away, the wind taking away all the credit.
And that second froze, like some techno music doing a revival, You were stuck, I nourishing that sight, You became that instant my Superstar.

Can't stop thinking about you, it's like a mix of rock techno and hip-hop,
Seeing you for the first time & that is it, Purpose of Life was found.
Open up a music store and you keep coming there, spending some time, while i feel my senses go blind.
OH! I love you so much, I dunno what else to say, My Superstar.

Watch you dance that night, at China House if I am right,
It was like Sex On Chocolate and COC, I was so stoned,
Your body moving in a spectrum of radiant vibrations, Amazingly Spectacular,
I raise the toast to you Oh My Superstar.

I am driving and suddenly it hits me like a light bolt,
Your eyes as deep as an abyss, I can sink in it, No hope of survival,
Getting lost in a trance, watching you smile, Find myself mysteriously in one of moon's crater,
Oh don't hate me, I wana tease you as you do me, My Superstar.

Monday, January 11, 2010

The Fantasy Wall

All that we have is memories,
i search you in them, Relentlessly searching, believing that I will Find you.
And you come in bits and pieces,
I find you, I beg you to stay, I know I cant make you mine, But that's Fine.

People make their houses and their walls,
I wanted to make it in you, in your heart,
In every beat, in every beat, we come closer.
And my intoxicated mind needs you more than ever.

I grab you in my cold bare hands, I have fantasized about this moment,
It's a long, dark night, and you are scared, I am there, But you are scared.
And I tell you, All that We have is this night,
Free your body, your soul, your mind.

Ask God and he wont deny, my last chance for ecstasy,
My last chance to be me again,
I want you in my arms more than you need to obey them.
This feeling is excruciating, and explicitly playing, inside my brain.

Once upon a time there was you, and time after time I was there for you,
This life or next, I will make you mine someday,
But this life I ask you only for one night,
A night to hold you close, to breath through you, to feel you closer for one last time.

Take a look inside, I am begging you,
Telling you to change your mind,
Not for me but for you baby, One night,
Baby Change your mind, just give me one last night.

For the nights to come we shall remember,
That though we lasted only till December,
But we longed for each other, each moment we fantasized,
Our actions so intense I still stop by and imagine.

Night after Night the feeling grows strong,
I only relive the moments for out last journey of pleasure in my sub-conscious,
The pleasure of you with me, is the greatest gift man could ever get,
You are like the Goddess of beauty, and You have me at your service forever.

I apologize, I am sorry, But I cant stop thinking bout you,
I fantasize, You me and the Wall, and I still feel you in my arms,
You breathing in me, That sweet perfume, Is this love? is this lust?
Whatever this is.....This is YOU.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

Listen To My Imagination

Far away in the east, As the sun rises,
Lights up the earth, The brilliant rays of the red ball,
Smash into the darkness, like a roaring 25000 Horse Power Engine,
The sheer brilliance of the speed of light, reaching us, with a powerful magnitude.

The oceans playing the beat box, with the waves slapping the rocks,
The power in the rhythm unimaginable, Beats by Beat, Synth by Synth,
As I sit on the rocks I wonder, Fuk!!! This is a beautiful world that I live in.
How far is this world of mine from yours, Far enough for you to sense the oxygen filling my lungs.

The story begins here, I open my eyes, and I find myself with a man,
WHo says he has extra-ordinary powers, He looked as if......
The man said he lived in the clouds, and could take me to a trip,
A journey, that no drug could make you flip.

And he snapped, and I was looking at a mighty waterfall,
The sounds of it making the earth shake, He smacked me and I was thrown in to the gushing ripples,
The water was so cold I was freaking out and and my bones went crippled,
The force, was leading me to the edge, and I was about to fall from the great height.

Snap! the finger goes again, and I was in an air balloon, above the Sahara,
The brownness around me filled me, and I became one like the sand, I evaporated, Smoked,
Down I fly like the wind, I transformed into the the wind in the desert,
Blowing away in my will, and Swept through the desert, in search of water, and a cool place, found none.

I saw behind me an approaching hurricane, engulfed me, took my powers, Became one with him,
Led me to the rock, I was crashing into it, There I was hitting the fast surface of an abandoned land,
Snap!! the climate is winter now, The force at which I came, I suddenly jolted, Slow motion in the happening,
Snow flake am I, Now falling on the tree branches, I fall on a wild hound, who shakes me off.

I melt on the ground, Squash!! I am suddenly moving somewhere, I am headed towards.....
I am on a shoe, At a house, near the fire place I get parked, SWEEP!!!
A broom wipes me off, I am in the tentacles so soft and gentle, I fly of the window again,
The broom finds its royal place, I get whisked out of the house, On to the cold floor as I am just about to HIT!!!!

Splash!!! I am looking myself in the mirror, You just splashed some water on your face,
I trickle down from your forehead, En-route to your eye lids, through your Eye brow,
I am smaller that I know me, Tiny, and colorless, shapeless too, and I stop,
Laws of gravity stop me, I am hindered by your eye lashes, and I enter your eyes.

I get sucked in, the eyes get shut, once, twice, You try to wipe me off,
But its too late, So you shove in darkness, Dark, I see molecules, and small pieces of me everywhere,
NO color, No light, I pulsate from one neuron to another, I have gotten smaller, Tinier,
Closer to your.........I see them forming, I see it from the inside, each pulse, stimulating me in you.

I light up, I have become the source, It feels like......I think I am in your Brain,
I have become a neuron, the main one, Which is responsible for your thoughts,
I am inside you, Inside your brain, In you, I am your brain, I am you,
I see the thoughts, I form them, I feel them before you do, I want them, To want you to long for you.

Each Pulse, as if the train speeds away from the suburbs, stops at the main station,
I have become the Alpha & the Omega, I see Now why, WHY........?
Snap.....He is holding me, Tells me, Now you know why it happened....
He lets me go....I fall...BUT I know...I know NOW.