The Fantasy Wall

All that we have is memories,
i search you in them, Relentlessly searching, believing that I will Find you.
And you come in bits and pieces,
I find you, I beg you to stay, I know I cant make you mine, But that's Fine.

People make their houses and their walls,
I wanted to make it in you, in your heart,
In every beat, in every beat, we come closer.
And my intoxicated mind needs you more than ever.

I grab you in my cold bare hands, I have fantasized about this moment,
It's a long, dark night, and you are scared, I am there, But you are scared.
And I tell you, All that We have is this night,
Free your body, your soul, your mind.

Ask God and he wont deny, my last chance for ecstasy,
My last chance to be me again,
I want you in my arms more than you need to obey them.
This feeling is excruciating, and explicitly playing, inside my brain.

Once upon a time there was you, and time after time I was there for you,
This life or next, I will make you mine someday,
But this life I ask you only for one night,
A night to hold you close, to breath through you, to feel you closer for one last time.

Take a look inside, I am begging you,
Telling you to change your mind,
Not for me but for you baby, One night,
Baby Change your mind, just give me one last night.

For the nights to come we shall remember,
That though we lasted only till December,
But we longed for each other, each moment we fantasized,
Our actions so intense I still stop by and imagine.

Night after Night the feeling grows strong,
I only relive the moments for out last journey of pleasure in my sub-conscious,
The pleasure of you with me, is the greatest gift man could ever get,
You are like the Goddess of beauty, and You have me at your service forever.

I apologize, I am sorry, But I cant stop thinking bout you,
I fantasize, You me and the Wall, and I still feel you in my arms,
You breathing in me, That sweet perfume, Is this love? is this lust?
Whatever this is.....This is YOU.

Listen To My Imagination

Far away in the east, As the sun rises,
Lights up the earth, The brilliant rays of the red ball,
Smash into the darkness, like a roaring 25000 Horse Power Engine,
The sheer brilliance of the speed of light, reaching us, with a powerful magnitude.

The oceans playing the beat box, with the waves slapping the rocks,
The power in the rhythm unimaginable, Beats by Beat, Synth by Synth,
As I sit on the rocks I wonder, Fuk!!! This is a beautiful world that I live in.
How far is this world of mine from yours, Far enough for you to sense the oxygen filling my lungs.

The story begins here, I open my eyes, and I find myself with a man,
WHo says he has extra-ordinary powers, He looked as if......
The man said he lived in the clouds, and could take me to a trip,
A journey, that no drug could make you flip.

And he snapped, and I was looking at a mighty waterfall,
The sounds of it making the earth shake, He smacked me and I was thrown in to the gushing ripples,
The water was so cold I was freaking out and and my bones went crippled,
The force, was leading me to the edge, and I was about to fall from the great height.

Snap! the finger goes again, and I was in an air balloon, above the Sahara,
The brownness around me filled me, and I became one like the sand, I evaporated, Smoked,
Down I fly like the wind, I transformed into the the wind in the desert,
Blowing away in my will, and Swept through the desert, in search of water, and a cool place, found none.

I saw behind me an approaching hurricane, engulfed me, took my powers, Became one with him,
Led me to the rock, I was crashing into it, There I was hitting the fast surface of an abandoned land,
Snap!! the climate is winter now, The force at which I came, I suddenly jolted, Slow motion in the happening,
Snow flake am I, Now falling on the tree branches, I fall on a wild hound, who shakes me off.

I melt on the ground, Squash!! I am suddenly moving somewhere, I am headed towards.....
I am on a shoe, At a house, near the fire place I get parked, SWEEP!!!
A broom wipes me off, I am in the tentacles so soft and gentle, I fly of the window again,
The broom finds its royal place, I get whisked out of the house, On to the cold floor as I am just about to HIT!!!!

Splash!!! I am looking myself in the mirror, You just splashed some water on your face,
I trickle down from your forehead, En-route to your eye lids, through your Eye brow,
I am smaller that I know me, Tiny, and colorless, shapeless too, and I stop,
Laws of gravity stop me, I am hindered by your eye lashes, and I enter your eyes.

I get sucked in, the eyes get shut, once, twice, You try to wipe me off,
But its too late, So you shove in darkness, Dark, I see molecules, and small pieces of me everywhere,
NO color, No light, I pulsate from one neuron to another, I have gotten smaller, Tinier,
Closer to your.........I see them forming, I see it from the inside, each pulse, stimulating me in you.

I light up, I have become the source, It feels like......I think I am in your Brain,
I have become a neuron, the main one, Which is responsible for your thoughts,
I am inside you, Inside your brain, In you, I am your brain, I am you,
I see the thoughts, I form them, I feel them before you do, I want them, To want you to long for you.

Each Pulse, as if the train speeds away from the suburbs, stops at the main station,
I have become the Alpha & the Omega, I see Now why, WHY........?
Snap.....He is holding me, Tells me, Now you know why it happened....
He lets me go....I fall...BUT I know...I know NOW.