My soul is torn apart, you had my absolute love,
It is like grated cheese now, the scrambled pieces lie,
For everyone to see and make their amusement trove,
I am here defenceless, no cause to defy.
When the apathy strikes,
It's going to hit hard, like the shattering of my ear drum,
I hear not from one ear, and the other lies dead on a pike,
No moon to give light, Mute all night long without freedom.
Now it gives me great pleasure,
To close myself from you forever,
No reason to depart nor surrender,
I lose no matter, regardless I am a loser.
Shall I drink some blood from my own guts,
Cause you wont give me permission to die,
In drinking, I may soothe my pains and get high,
For there is no cause, but only effect, You are stronger and always will be.
I am the black sheep, I disobey your command,
May the devil show me the seven horrors,
But nothing lies beyond the kindness,
the brutal love? of your Infinite personalities.
I have no regrets, no more I live or die,
it's all the same now, No more bloodshed,
No more tears, For I am no one,
Riding the road to nothingness.
