Desperado

Let me not ask u to kiss,
to fall in a trap and never be aware,
that i have no control over.. this
great wind of anxiety drives me somwhere.
I dont know.

Let me not hug u,
when ever i meet u i feel like falling in your arms,
and having that eternal sleep and continue,
to press yourself against me and unviel your emmaculate charm.

Let me not touch u,
for my hands would flow through your body,
like the drop of morning dew, ...on a leaf
feeling every part from the sky to earth and every single second i want u ,
to press me more ...estatic and magnetic ur vibes pull me near u,
i cant stop making u happy and my selfish body ruins the taste of faith,
which i hold .

No matter what, i cant take it anymore staying away from you,
no one provides me with that joy and no one can but you,
your love is like an oasis, the islamic jannat as they say are u,
and my longing will only be complete if you stay with me for ever,
no matter what.
I love You and i want u now.

A NEW RHAPSODY

As the oceans grow wild,
giving birth to rita and katrina and wilma,
i cant forget ,
that u were born out of my love and my today is born outta deception,
with no one to blame,
i lie on my bak bearing the shame, thinking ...
why do i always fall in love .

Somwhere if i think i can find an answer,
all usually think and say its your heart and your mind ,
but they are all full of her,
where do i go and find my answer,
as a great storm approching i stand on the shore,
helpless useless and disorderly thinking if i had a choice .

I will never live in happiness anymore,
if i keep my self away from ur love,
but what can i say,
its a pain in its self ,
waiting to pounce and gulp me down ,
am ready and GOD forbid i want u to win,
i am a loser,born in surrendering u myself,
gradually vapourizing to nothing.

I pray may yor will be done . Amen