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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Lost In this Decade

Hey its ok, I believe this is where we say,
Love you for Good, Oh by the way,
My dreams are back, Nights are better with you,
Days are long, But in these winters the hours are few.

Though everything is lost, You are like,
A ray of light In the dark,
You will always be inside me,
Hope that you too remember me.

Far from being together, we sail apart,
The waves wash us afar,
STill I will stop by and Remember,
My Pinky, your Love, January to December.

At the turn of this decade,
When I came to college, We met,
Rains fell and the Summers passed,
After I left the college, and destiny kept us apart.

Even when I came to stop for some love,
I had evryone, everything, Only You I didn't Have,
Missing like the Winters without snow,
Blankets on me and I miss you.

Further, I go, Accepting my Destiny,
All I want you to do is Remember me,
I feel afraid, I feel lonely, Seems lost,
No one, No one to guide, Only You in my heart.

In my flesh and blood, In your breath my aroma,
In your presence, your warmth, Remember you forever,
Read and analyse, Missing My Love, Oh Come to my Aid,
As I stop here, My Love I Lost you In This Decade.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Broken

Suddenly, we have fallen apart,
Run out of choices, Run out of options,
Suddenly, the world as we knew it, is lonely without you,
No more days, Now only Slumber, and my eyes flow like the morning dew.

No hope, No sunshine here,
Like a kid I cry, My toy is broken, My favorite pencil is lost,
I love you so much, I will miss you a lot.
And still you wonder, why? Why I wander without U.....Why?

These are notes from my book, Notes from my Jaded life,
Several Christmases ago, the story that began,
Has now come to an end, and I feel it again, Like I wrote earlier, The pain, But my Past is all I have and I don't underestimate its Power.

The natural tendency of humans to adapt and evolve, Is sometimes a desperate attempt to live,
But Why do I? I have lost my life with you, moving on? You think this is worth moving on.
A wait worth decades and I move on over a 'Fact of Life', Hell No.
'You' are worth killing for, worth dying for, worth going to hell for.........

Still i will wait, I will wait till the end of days,
Till you feel it too, Till you feel its special, No one can love you more than me,
No one knows who you are, Know one knows who we are.
Our secret will get lost in time, and thats when our timeless reality begins.

We are a mistake that happened to be born in this age,
We should have been on a battlefield, slinging an Axe over those who want to defy us,
Slaying them for they are against us, We team up and We defeat them all. Together we stand, Divided We Fall.

Wake up and we still rest our heads on each other, We were lying,
I was lying, The ultimate Truth is no man can love you more.
I give you away, Give you for you, For your love for those whom you love.
And may I be forgotten, May my insignificant life be erased by your reality.
My dreams, Poems, love, life, may all be Forgotten, And all this be gone down in history as Broken.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Smile Here Pinky

Punish me, I am your medium, I feel soulless,
I am in a state of trance, Where you left me,
Where we left each other, And searching is not an option,
I can't forget you, You will never be lost.

The dreams still make my sub conscious weary,
I hold you so close to me, And the world is ending,
Feeling you in my lips, Your breath is like life exhales into me,
And that is my purpose, my life is in you....hope you still have it.

The birds are circling round me, mourning at my shadow,
A country with just one man, I spent a decade searching for peace,
I found you, I found it in your kiss, in your whispers,
In your calm shoulders, In your light brown eyes.

With Fire in my soul and life in my lips,
I cry out in my heart, I can feel you reading me, I can imagine you looking at that snap,
Each drop inside, is equal to a billion tonnes inside me,
Its no pain, Its a massacre.

And there is no news to rejoice, The comedian died,
Angelo is here, Oh I am serious now, Still wanting to meet Pinky,
Life sure is with you what I live in is its shadow,
You took mine away, and now Pinky here you Smile.

Decrypt Me

Lies....All Lies..I really thought when you said,
Ask and I will give you, Love and everything else,
Crying as you left, No option I had, But to,
Encrypt myself again. Surround me with hate So!

They all said, you should have fought more,
A war I bled, A river that I cried for,
I limb that I lost, A Throat that was soar,
Love is smitten me, since a long time ago.

I close me. From this world. From any one,
who enters me, who tries to gain passage,
I understand, I do now, its all Fassad,
Nowhere to find, a canvas that was well painted with me.

Jigsaw Puzzle, is what my scrambled codes look like,
No one can decrypt me, I closed myself, I did,
From anyone, No one SO I don't say You're the one.
No its not true, its always been Fun.

I miss calling you, I miss spending time,
I miss going to your ears and whispering, Saying loads of
Things that put a smiley, on that fairy face,
Your beauty is like a reason for me to live, My Poison.

I lock them away, I don't want to understand,
I feel like a child and so do you,
You know what you want, But are scared, What do to do?
May be they know it best, you think.

Well, I swear Before I met you I fell, so many times,
You fell so many times, and They didn't know about it,
Then why don't you give it a try with me.
I promise I will not let you go ever. Never.

I let you slip through my fingers in 2000,
SO close but I let you go, Again, 2009 you came into my life,
I was successful in making you mine, But I lost you again,
A Thought that I was fighting a war only if you want me too.

But I guess, it was my life, that I didn't fight for,
You had become my everything. You have become my past present and Future.
And so I close myself, Shutting me down is the easiest way,
SO you don't decrypt me anymore, And my love, Our Love gets lost forever anyway.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

When You Come Back

There was a time, the good times were good,
They lasted long, But not long enough,
Far away I was from that impossible breath of freedom,
And you were gone, before I realized, That you were here to stay forever.

I constantly debate the existence of our lives,
A life full of grief of loosing, Loosing good times,
Priced possessions, People, Places, age, tastes, climates,
we are not happy with riches, we are never happy forever.

Mind me in saying, We never win any battles,
We are weak and peril human insects,
Bound to be ruled by the existence of a higher being,
Something we debate, but carefully analyze and believe relentlessly.

Far from our goals there is a perfect crime, happening each day,
In our minds in our hearts, In the breath we take, In the heart that beats,
We fall short for every kindness we deserve,
Still we expect, that the judgment day may go like a walk in the park.

All is felt like lost, no more battles, no more fresh water,
Quenching my thirst? why, Is there a reason to live?
The skies turn dark, Like a sandstorm, rising from the east,
I can't see anymore, My lost hope, is now a lost thought.

Then an explosion happens, Magnitude of biblical propositions,
Like the sitar of the Carnatic music, when struck,
The ground shakes, The vibration inside me, The atomic energy unleashed,
The massive reaction, triggered in to the atmosphere, NO sound, No emotions, No thoughts, Only Awe, COz It was U.

Breathless, Like Heart beats a skip, In temporary transition,
Feels like I have no body anymore, a higher reason, a higher power,
Celestial powers, rise me, I rise, No thoughts, No fears, Complete peace,
Feels Like a Thousand Orgasm, Packed in to one great explosion inside me, continuous, non-stop, Imagine That!

And I rise, No more breath needed, no more life needed, No beats,
No more walking, No more touch, No hands nor feet,
Suddenly, nothing is measurable, No time and space continuum,
The Quantum of relativity, is no longer in effect, And you know why,
I find out As I say this.

I have risen, I can see you, Feel you,
I can feel you forever now, I can have you forever now,
No power stops me, The power has become me, I don't belong to this world anymore,
I feel like, like...... I am back coz I love you, and I missed you a lot, I was waiting and now it's over, Coz you are back.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Leave Me Behind

Speed of light is all you need, To fly away from me,
This present is full of warm emotions, But this is my reality,
I feel you near, can't express in words, But I miss you a lot,
How do I know, you miss me too, Why do I feel this Pain?

Keep my joys, Keep my Luck, Give me your Sorrows,
Give me all your bad omen, Take my life, But this Love I borrow,
I feel lonely here, without you, Without you the nights scare me,
There is no one out there, I reached out to touch you.....But

I do my part, I give myself in sacrifice, To the Gods unknown,
No Victory, No Love, This Power descended from above, But I am not a God
Like you, I am weak, I am peril, My understanding is weakening me,
My Love for you grows, But I pay the cost. Me!

I guess, My time is up, This world was but a means to get you to me,
Now I have you, And I realized I should not have let you go.
I find my peace in you. You are my true God. My Religion.
My hope, My Song, My Smile, My Jesus, My Ram, My Allah.

I guess, this is the furthest I can go, I have lost my way,
I find myself left behind, You are God, Traveling by the speed of light,
Tried to catch up, I guess my body is weak and full of fright.
In reverence I bow down, I Still Love You, But Leave Me Behind.

The further we go, The roads shall get worse,
I am a warrior, And You are my angel, But gazing at the millions,
I tremor, Baby, Love is War, You Fight You Win, each time every time, For US.
You are the ruler of my heart, That's why accept my Sacrifice.

I am dying now, The Gods have heard me, They cry in regret,
My Body turns to dust, withering my feet, my fingers, Into Sand they turn,
Each part slowly withers, All that remains is my Heart, That still Burns,
Your Love is still in me, Like Its Greek Mythology.

I swear I will walk past you as a ghost, For times to come,
Just to be with you, close to you, Protecting you,
In Loving you, I find my purpose, My wish is that you Win,
Your Sweet love lives in me, My Love, I Pass Away.....its time, Leave Me Behind.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Walk WIth You

The sweet smell of you on me, On my shirt,
It doesn't seem to wear off, Not yet,
Reminding me there is still a long way to go,
This love, this chance is beautiful, To Walk With you.

Walking from Alpha to Omega, You touching me,
Your soft shoulders, still make the rounds of my brain,
The Cerebral, sends thousand signals down South,
My legs get simulated, and I dream that Walk With you.

We have Pizza together, We have Popcorn,
2012 is coming, And we both need to run,
As you held my hand, watching the rocks falling from the sky,
I knew you were mine, From now on I want to Walk With you.

Red light, Green Light, Shine by us,
The day I left you, I realised that in my life you are a must,
And I still live in the Past, for You Baby, The Best thing that happened,
And I feel Special, Coz You are My Special One, And again I Feel I Walk With you.

As the days of the beginning, I heard U2 and I smiled,
The nights were crazy and the days were wild,
I used to dream of heavens when I was a child,
I guess its better than Heaven, Feels like God, when I Walk With you.

So come back to me, With all you might, let not you be scared,
All the days of my life I have strayed, without the right path,
I feel you are within me now, As i Tell you that I love you,
You are sweet honey, And I Love you more now, And forever I wanna Walk With you.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Making Love At 60kmph

Its evening, and there is traffic on the roads,
Engines raging, The Suzukis, Hondas and Fords,
We are in a cab, sitting in anticipation,
Oh! Doctor when will you move, and start your Operation.

Last night I was wanting to speak to you,
I wanted to make myself get lost into you,
Your eyes are brown, and your eyeliners Blue,
I guess now we are about to do something new.

We talk about us, about Delhi & Mumbai,
I want to travel to Jaipur, by road, rail or sky,
But you stop me, you have a very important week ahead of you,
The traffic is moving and am lost, Have no clue.

Lights turning green and red, Your eyes are sparkling,
There is a reason why you are with me, You are about to find out,
This moment I was waiting for so long,
Now it has arrived, It has, We love each other, and its here.

I take my hand and put it around your shoulder,
I come close to you, Your eyes glowing with love,
You tell me you love me, I come close to you, We kiss,
A Fire, A Rage, Engines around us racing, the lights are green.

My hands moving on you, as a boat on a lake,
I feel like cream, on a baked cake,
You are like my Ice cream soda, and I am the shake,
Be mine forever, Please for Heaven's sake.

You are in my arms, I am with the most beautiful girl,
This love is making me want to go wild,
And that's when you smile, You say Your are all mine,
Its like the monsoons have arrived again, and there is no sun to shine.

We are going faster, Our hearts beating faster,
I kiss you everywhere, and you are going crazy,
You tell me you want me, And I want you too, You bite me,
And I am going mad, So much love, So little time.

We are about to reach your house, You rest on my lap,
I kiss you again, I don't care about the world,
I just want you to know, Travel to your place, Or get you here is my motto,
I kiss you goodbye and You leave with my photo.

The world didn't see it, But now you hear,
The world didn't experience it, But we did and it was special,
It kills me each day, I love you more than more,
And i will miss you so much, Until next time.......

Friday, November 13, 2009

Raga Megha

No, don't think....Just read with nothing in your mind,
I have a lot to express, but no words inside,
My love is like an ocean, can't measure it, no,
Smiling away I tell you, you are in my mind and in my heart,
Here's where our love story starts.

The voices echoing your name,
You are my warrior princess, the Pinky Dame,
I feel like I sit there in your temple,
Worshiping you, and imagining we were together,
Each second, minute, moment, forever and ever.

When you wear that lipstick, turns me on to no end,
Your smell so immaculate, that it just makes me transcend,
A really high emancipation, Like my souls resurrection,
My heart longs for your touch,
Your love in my arms and your affection.

I start this Raga,
The beauty of nature, the flowing of rain clouds,
Blowing on to me, the sweet smell f your sweat,
Droping down, and traveling through your skin,
wetting your body, which i am touching now, Your are my Megha.

Like the rains, we are making the most and getting wet,
You and me, are cold, we hunt for shelter,
Your looking at my wet shoulders, you wanna rest on them,
I look at your perspiring lips, i want to sink into them,
Your my rain cloud of the Gods, you are my Raga Megha.

And I will sing this again, I feel it when i sing to you,
each day every day, my eyes wet in love and wait,
I cant see you touch you feel you, Is this love?
Its like worshiping a God you can't see, your my God,
You are love sent to me from the heavens, You are my Raga Megha.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

A Moment

I stop walking in the middle of the road,
The world is moving fast, and doesn't stop,
On a survival, which I rely for my only hope,
Dreaming bout you, My hands reaching out to you,
And All That I need Is A Moment with you.

Wish you were here, and you forgot what it was to be lonely,
Jaipur, Reliance, Mumbai, Vodafone, Calling you Solely,
Fixing my mind, Fixating on ya voice on my bluetooth,
ANd you telling me, remind me of having food,
And I Swear, All That I need Is A Moment with you.

Crying, not crying really, not literally, not figuratively,
Making noises that no one can hear, But for you its Tiwari,
Drive you crazy, a driver who is pro in making chai,
Talking about loving you, holding you kissing you, though am shy,
I propose, And All That I need Is A Moment with you.

Floods and Fires come and go, Nothing to hide all you know,
All ya ABCs of the past, never ever could show,
A feeling i promise, a world so mystical that you will see,
An experience which no one else will ever know, but you,
COz you are the one, And All That I need Is A Moment with you.

And when the night arrives, 11pm is my calling time,
Till I drop dead on my sofa, Its 3am and I cant get enough of you,
Wish you were in my arms, When I tell you, How much I love you,
And still when you read this, you experience a strange feeling, 'Missing You',
Miss you now, And All That I need Is A Moment with you.

Every light in the house is blinking, with my bluetooth in my ear,
Every morning, when i go to class and I steer,
Redemption in you, watching me, imagining me, sitting on my couch,
Thinking....You dancing on the stairs of ya hostel, and falling...OUCH!
Needing you so dear, And All That I need Is A Moment with you.

I am trying my best with the people that I know,
But how do i get you here, I am still thinking HOW?
You read me, You Love me, Your love in me, and my phone beeps for you,
But when you lost your phone, I still keep calling, See your name on my Phone,
Fool Am I for you, Coz All That I need Is A Moment with you.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

You’re Beautiful

I close my eyes, staring into the darkness,
No thoughts, No melodies, No imagination,
When a small image of you appears,
My heart beats slowly, dawning this realization.

Your image floating in my ocean of darkness,
Flying on to the screen, your picture of you smiling,
Your shy eyes and see there perfectly lies,
The secret of your beauty beaming.

Your face, so bright that my darkness,
Fills with your light and that pink lips,
So perfect like the horizon tips,
Makes me look at you more intensely.

You wrote for me, and I love them,
No one in the world has written me a poem,
But ya love for me came as a confession,
In ya denial, which seemed to be your decision.

So what do we know about us,
After I met you just once,
My heart & mind, my imagination & my feelings,
Cry out an encore; Make me yours, only yours.

The changing course of life, smites me with surprise,
Lost had I 9 months ago, Lost had you some time ago.
But nothing of it now seems important, you have me,
All I want to say is believe me. It’s true.

Passing my love from conversation to conversation,
Planning my trip from airport to station, Frustration!
Nothings coming out of my plan, how do I make you mine?
Charge me of guilt, but i want to sleep with you in your Quilt.

And as I touch you gently, the passion exceeds my understanding,
From your hair that flows down to your shoulder,
I look at each curve in ya body, slowly you undressing,
Like a path that leads to a hidden treasure.

Once upon a time I wanted to know,
What love was? But love is there where you want it to be,
You just have to watch it unwrapping, like a chocolate,
From the seconds of your beautiful life.

I know you are the most beautiful thing that happened to my life,
And you are slowly and steadily, unfolding into a story,
You are so beautiful, I wanted to remain in my dream,
Where I freeze you, in the ‘time spin’ realm.

And Baby, if you don’t stop for a minute,
You will miss that beautiful second, where I was looking at you,
With so much love that your beauty brightens and sparkles,
You can’t see me but I can see you, I love you, in loving you,
I am frozen in your moment.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Click Here To Make Me Happy

Can't believe what I just read,
I don't feel like going to bed,
Hands are shaking and I am all red,
Finally its all there, and not just in my head.

I don't believe I will be quoting JayZ,
Thank you Thank you You're Far to Kind, says he,
I don't know how it is for you but for me it ain't easy,
I don't feel like going home, shrinking in my seat, feeling lazy.

Probably am mad, and am way too crazy,
My stomach is shivering and my eyes are going hazy,
My balance is slipping, and I am feeling dizzy,
Don't wana disturb you, You might be busy.

Roaming around and all I can see,
The roads are empty and I am all lonely,
Trains not working and I am getting cranky,
Want to weep and cry loudly, But don't have a hanky.

The boats sinking and the captain is dead,
The war is over and the blood is shed,
Ambient music playing, whispering in my head,
Lost everything, No one to care, as I said.

Return of the devils of the past,
Just to go back to the grave at last.
Silence of the lambs, Silent at last,
The world of ours is ending, ending too fast.

At last, no one to spare, but me to bear,
The life in me, wearing down, Easing down the excitement,
An explosion, A Hydrogen Bomb, Will finish me straight & snappy,
Please I beg of you, Click that Countdown button, An Make me happy.

MA AM...?

I wake up every morning thinking of the night,
That passed by me n what I dint say to u, was it right.
The cold morning breeze reminds me of u too,
But Angelo, my dear..

You came late that evening, I was upset Yes,
I thought I didn't care, if u did come or no.
But when u left, u left staring into my eyes,
U took my heart why dint you take me too.
Angelo…

I am restless when I don't hear you,
Like Maggie boiling In hot water,
How does he know me from within, knows everything.
But I dunno why I like the feeling too..
But Angelo...

U joke around, I kid with u.
Never thought u n me..it's a reality so untrue,
But time with you seems just perfect
Can I give myself to u..?
I teach myself...

The butterflies in ma tummy,
The palms under chin,
The waiting eyes to see your blog,
The glee when u ping,
The texting was fun.
N the long chats too,
But When u call me PINKY!
I wish I didn't want to love you,
Angelo..

Im sorry if I made you wait.
The confession is here before you,
U also must forgive me when I say this
That Angelo,
I Can Not love you.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

MAAM In JAM

Used to Wake up every morning thinking of the night,
That passed by me and what i said to you, was it true.
The cold morning breeze tastes like a Persian delight,
An I still have you thinking what is MAAM in JAM.

I was late for our meeting, COz something urgent came up,
I didn't wana tell you, it wud have upset u as much,
Lots of thinks happening with me, You have no idea,
And I think a little more and I can tell you what's MAAM In JAM.

I know you were upset, sorry I made you wait,
You smelt like a sweet Jasmine dipped in wild honey,
When I look at you, I remember of exotic fruits,
With which someday I can tell you my fantasies, of MAAM In JAM.

You were smiling when you saw me, Sigh of relief,
'It was definitely something what i had in mind', you thought,
And not what I had painted of me, But still you didn't talk to me,
Your warmth still overwhelms me, You and I we both can be, MAAM In JAM.

Watching Your pink lips, I know your favorite color is Pink,
Your like a doll, waiting to be adored, Like milkshake, You want to be mixed,
Wild and crazy, Like a tinge of Vodka in it, Apricots and African Lemon,
I wanted to reach out to you, Kiss you, Taste those immaculate lips, when we do MAAM IN JAM.

The perspiring Glass of Cold Coffee, the straw touching your lips,
That memory is stuck in my mind, Till the heavens show me a better site,
You look at me and you smile, I lost my heart that moment in time,
I live, In that frozen moment, The moment of MAAM In JAM.

When you laugh its like the Heaven above have showered,
Like the Rains on a barren deserts, pouring for hours,
Hot and Sweet feeling inside me when i write this,
Your touch, like the Chinese Silk, Waiting, waiting anxiously for MAAM In JAM.

And when you were leaving, I had fired up my lungs,
You were looking at me, Gazing at my actions, Dreaming about something,
I looked at your eyes, I came close to you, I wanted to kiss you,
My Heart pulsating, That's when MAAM In JAM began.

If I shot a movie, I will call it JAM, for obvious reasons,
I guess you still thinking, what it is, Gimme ya no. and I will solve this puzzle,
Bombay feels lonely without you now, I got used to messaging so frequently,
But Your Gone, DAM! But Love, I am All yours waiting for you my honey and JAM, For our Final MAAM In JAM.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Dil Me Gha

Close your eyes, Close your sight, close your mind,
Close all your senses, Close that mind from thinking,
Stop searching what you can't find,
I am closer to you than you think.

Don't Believe what you see, Don't Believe what you hear,
Love is staring at you, Love is whispering in your ear,
Without meeting you, I have fallen in love,
And I am going mad for you girl.

Don't let this time pass, Don't try to make any sense,
Let this miracle take away your self defense,
Show me your path, let me enter your heart,
My heart is gone, But the question when are you giving me ya heart.

I don't wana sleep, I dont wana waste a night,
Looking at the stars and thinking about you,
While you stare at the same stars that very night,
The flame in me is alive, ANd i want to but I cant survive.

Don't try to hide, Let your heart decide, A revolution has started,
I will fight for you, I will get Knighted,
Protecting your war, Your love, your heart,
Its mine now for the taking, Mine to protect.

No games to play, No races to win,
I have loved you and that's where it all begins,
I can feel you around me, In me, your words singing,
Still echoing, I am loving this awesome feeling.

I want to stay in the dark, All candles blown,
Dont wana be sighted by this world, My heart you own,
I swear, Deep in ANgelo, A fire is still burning,
An Eternal Raga, I sing For You DIl ME GHA.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

An Electric Promise

My Heart Beating slowly, nanoseconds in counting,
Viscous substance rushing in and out and flowing,
Brain waves moving in like a magnetic field,
Your messages updating my ailing heart like an RSS feed.

I believe in you, I am here waiting for you,
One word of certainty, and I fall down on my knees,
To Greet the Queen of Hearts, specially mine,
I think about you, every second, every day n night.

I feel like freezing the time, When i read your texts,
The moment, my only connection to you, so intense.
So many emotions in my head, releasing so many glands,
I wanto keep reading you, freezing me & my hands.

Slow and steady wins this race, but Patience is the Ace,
you told me, you taught me, teacher,
Your voice still making rounds in my head like a meter,
One day, more things to accomplish, leagues to enter.

If I was time, I would have made you mine,
And each hour minute second, seven eight nine,
I wanto make you feel like you are mine,
I will be holding you close to me all the time.

Jan Feb March, I miss you more, more than much,
So much said in such a short interaction,
You can imagine the fire in me, burning in action,
Reversing time, back to the Past, I just wana tell you you were already in my heart.

Rhythms of the deep blue sea, Smashing across the horizon,
Singing in my heart, the love songs within.
All night i am awake, dreaming about you,
Waiting endlessly the day when I meet you.

Electric is your words, Running like a Pulse through me,
The winds are choosing to ignore me,
Skip a Beat and I am dead,
Either you love me too, Or is it all in my head.

Toxic like substance piercing my heart,
Tossing the keys, from end to start,
Promise to write a love song, Is here its now,
lonely roads bid me a farewell bow.

Doc a patient is waiting for you,
Who is mad and crazy about you,
Please make me a Promise,
That you will be just in time.

The Promise that will define new paths,
The Promise that will be from the beginning, and the start
Will resurrect you and me in eternal bliss,
A Promise as spectacular as a cosmic event, Like An Electric Promise.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

To Free You

'R u Dre', meaning are you there,
Comes the question, in reverence and patience somewhere,
Killing me. Life is confusing, mystery sparks,
Chalte Chalte I realized more or less, when it all starts.

Going back to the oldest emotion, felt for a new prey,
Heart pounding more than usual, red black & grey,
Even Superman fell in love, Should i wait or leave,
Waiting is risky, and so is leaving, i believe.

Someones feeling the pinch in the heart now,
I have not even seen you, But my heart screams wow.
Feels like no option is open, But to meet you once,
I never moved from that old path, its been quite a while since.

You were sitting on the first bench, that old memory simulates,
I walked into the class, starts the intertwining of our fates,
You smiled at me, that's the moment i can never forget,
I sat on the same bench as you, and you didn't object.

For me its like all happened yesterday,
But for you its like walking through a foggy day,
The bright lights suddenly shining on me like destiny,
May be fate has weaved a story for you and me.

Like a rider on a bike travelling so fast,
The wind blows on his face, soo much too last,
ride me to the heavens with you i proclaim,
A wonderful world shall we make is what they claim.

But I here is not in the present or past,
The world is ending so lets get together fast,
Each moment that we love each other you wont loose,
All I want to ask of you is to step into my shoes.

Promising you not the heavens but a beautiful life,
Which i want to live with you, loving you till i survive,
Mark my words that you will remember one day,
My love is steadfast, secure and here to stay.

I will be always there to pick you when you fall,
Even if I am soo drunk in the influence of alcohol,
In Love I found my drug, and you are the Doc to treat me,
And one word from you is all I need to set you free.

I cry out to you, but you can't hear me,
Its the wind, I guess my sound waves dont reach thee,
Is it Love? Shining bright right here in my armor for you,
The victory will be ours, If you stand by my side To Free You.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Love On Facebook

Right to left, your eyes are moving,
The time you login, the moment I see you available,
I wana chat, Every inch of your profile I am seeing,
Falling in love each second, Amazing and Unbelievable.

I paste something on your Wall,
A reply comes and My heart rejoices,
This could be that true love, or just another fall,
But I don't care, I wana loose myself in your Face.

I wana Cook, some Pasta for you,
Call you for Dinner, at my place,
I serve you wine, I ask you like old or new,
You Love that old one, We sip, the night feels like space.

We both are alone, You and me in one room,
We are talking about politics, sports, computers,
After a while, You say its late and wanna go home,
I want you to stay, And I know even you, prankster.

We start watching a movie, It was called Unbreakable,
You dare to watch a scary flick, I know you are scared,
Your company with me is irreplaceable,
you want to hold me tight, your face turns red.

We both are watching the movie and we are half way through,
Suddenly you creep and you hold my hand tight,
My arms go around you, I am holding you close to me,
Somehow you are relieved, relieved from your fright.

I wanted you to go home, You wanted to stay back,
Just as I start explaining my point of view,
You come close to me and kiss me, Fuk,
She kissed, you are kissing me, I am kissing her, My love.

Since then we are in love, Since then Love was personified,
We still chat on facebook, We still Watch scary movies,
She comes back on my wall post and still gets horrified,
She still tells me she is going home, and we still cuddle at my home.

So this was my tribute to My love and Facebook,
No promotion only Salutations to get you hooked
On to this service that lives with you and breathe,
Coz if you love someone, And you write a love song,
Someone somewhere will always read.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Sophisticated Target

/HTML notations, see you reading me,
Notifying the time and day you read or browse this page,
Collecting this information is not what i want from thee,
The machine does what AI says, AI within my courage/

Each digital beep, Each Binary recorded,
Makes a sound, a frequency, a detailed path,
Location to Location, only careful analysis can decrypt it.
Visually to your eye its Ones and Zeroes, but they are the beats of my heart.

My mood swings, from ups and down of life,
All the women I want, leave, The others make me cry,
My heart escalated the beats, new target sighted, Sigh!
Bother me not now, I feel i am gonna die in your arms tonight.

There's one thing I know about Radioactive chemicals,
There is more than one that you carry with you,
My Alliance with AI is struggling, My Mood is ironical.
Anxiously I wait, You walk away when you know I want you.

Hacking into you personality is like breaking a Cypher,
The level of Encryption keeps going higher,
Moments ago I was all secure, now I feel I am Vulnerable,
Feel like Superman, & his weakness is Cryptonite.

5 minutes of glory, lasts lesser in your case,
There so much, so much more to your face,
I quickly switch to plan B,
Calm myself, with precious advice, 'Patience is the Key'

I wait like a Jaguar on his prey,
My Supersonic AWACS in the sky, you have no way to go,
My army is stealth-ed, Bravo teams on highest alert,
You move, you are mine, you flee, you die.

And then something strange happens,
Message from a strange Source fills my AI,
I am pushed back into the past, Pushed back to ancient lands,
My path is distorted, my army disoriented, all plan fails.

Each of targets gets away like this,
No man to blame, Machines are in the likeness of humans,
They can be controlled and swayed,
No more explosion, I am gonna platy it cool.

No more games, No way but my way.
Alpha Bravo CHarlie Delta,
Mission or no Mission, Life is not a war zone,
you gotta run, you gotta face it, no stealth will protect you.

Be what you can, but Be you is the key,
Options are many chances are few, Learn your way to the top,
Life is simpler than you think, well my AI is up,
Lets get back to living the life in a battle field.

/My existence is this way, One goes another will come,
I will wait till thy Kingdom come,
Blow me apart, you have all the guns, I am the Target,
But I leave myself, My Precious Self for you, you shall never forget/

Friday, September 11, 2009

Explode

Every minute a boy is falling in love,
Every second a man is looking for the one,
Everyone is looking, Not looking above,
The ordinary, the simple, the sex, the fun.

Frightening is the thought, when I think,
Ranging from filthy movies, songs & shit,
With anger I sometimes just want to shout,
For enough of looking at you, I cry out.

This Universe is looking at my Valor,
The Gods are envying my bravery,
Like a gladiator on a horse I rode.
Riding all the way, Till the end of your road.

And when you come to an end,
For me life becomes a bitch,
A cut, a bruise, a tear which could not be stitched,
That's when I decided Love is a myth.

Fragile am I, And you break me,
But I got this, I got this.
I was broken,But how do you move on. How?
You cant, but you must, for the sake of evolution.

Goodbye Sweetheart, Goodbye,
I was the only one, who could,
Have loved you the most.
Given you love, my life, unconditionally.

There is nothing right and nothing wrong,
You may stop reading my bleeding song,
The love that I had has died.
Its like a cosmic event, where two stars collide.

And the galaxy looks brighter,
A yesterday almost forgotten,
A today that I lied, to myself,
But a tomorrow, where time will be on my side.

The seeds of my new life has been sowed,
My army is ready, with all their load,
I guess there was one mistake that you did in this world,'
Which was leaving me, treating me, feeding me, JUST TO EXPLODE.