When You Come Back

There was a time, the good times were good,
They lasted long, But not long enough,
Far away I was from that impossible breath of freedom,
And you were gone, before I realized, That you were here to stay forever.

I constantly debate the existence of our lives,
A life full of grief of loosing, Loosing good times,
Priced possessions, People, Places, age, tastes, climates,
we are not happy with riches, we are never happy forever.

Mind me in saying, We never win any battles,
We are weak and peril human insects,
Bound to be ruled by the existence of a higher being,
Something we debate, but carefully analyze and believe relentlessly.

Far from our goals there is a perfect crime, happening each day,
In our minds in our hearts, In the breath we take, In the heart that beats,
We fall short for every kindness we deserve,
Still we expect, that the judgment day may go like a walk in the park.

All is felt like lost, no more battles, no more fresh water,
Quenching my thirst? why, Is there a reason to live?
The skies turn dark, Like a sandstorm, rising from the east,
I can't see anymore, My lost hope, is now a lost thought.

Then an explosion happens, Magnitude of biblical propositions,
Like the sitar of the Carnatic music, when struck,
The ground shakes, The vibration inside me, The atomic energy unleashed,
The massive reaction, triggered in to the atmosphere, NO sound, No emotions, No thoughts, Only Awe, COz It was U.

Breathless, Like Heart beats a skip, In temporary transition,
Feels like I have no body anymore, a higher reason, a higher power,
Celestial powers, rise me, I rise, No thoughts, No fears, Complete peace,
Feels Like a Thousand Orgasm, Packed in to one great explosion inside me, continuous, non-stop, Imagine That!

And I rise, No more breath needed, no more life needed, No beats,
No more walking, No more touch, No hands nor feet,
Suddenly, nothing is measurable, No time and space continuum,
The Quantum of relativity, is no longer in effect, And you know why,
I find out As I say this.

I have risen, I can see you, Feel you,
I can feel you forever now, I can have you forever now,
No power stops me, The power has become me, I don't belong to this world anymore,
I feel like, like...... I am back coz I love you, and I missed you a lot, I was waiting and now it's over, Coz you are back.