The Road to Nothingness

My soul is torn apart, you had my absolute love,
It is like grated cheese now, the scrambled pieces lie,
For everyone to see and make their amusement trove,
I am here defenceless, no cause to defy.

When the apathy strikes,
It's going to hit hard, like the shattering of my ear drum,
I hear not from one ear, and the other lies dead on a pike,
No moon to give light, Mute all night long without freedom.

Now it gives me great pleasure,
To close myself from you forever,
No reason to depart nor surrender,
I lose no matter, regardless I am a loser.

Shall I drink some blood from my own guts,
Cause you wont give me permission to die,
In drinking, I may soothe my pains and get high,
For there is no cause, but only effect, You are stronger and always will be.

I am the black sheep, I disobey your command,
May the devil show me the seven horrors,
But nothing lies beyond the kindness,
the brutal love? of your Infinite personalities.

I have no regrets, no more I live or die,
it's all the same now, No more bloodshed,
No more tears, For I am no one,
Riding the road to nothingness.

A Place beyond the Letter D

Miles into the great revolution,
D stands for Digital evolution,
Remarkable how we look into our distinct past,
And wonder how quickly times change so fast.

Reveling in our distances now near,
Voices on a click that we want to hear,
Reading any moment in history,
Only lies judgmental peoples's own story.

For we are so far away from ourselves now,
The D has a new meaning a new end,
The Deep repression that we feel for decades,
Never fading conscious a jack of all spades.

The more I run, the further I go,
I am no villain and I am no hero,
Right or wrong together they know,
Our existence is us, and within lies Diablo.

I fight myself, and I cant scream,
The voices around me, suppress me,
I have no hope, the deeper I sink,
This is what, once people wrote with ink.

An emotion, for the rich and mighty,
For people who have it all and are still not happy,
But I have just my beloved and an empty stare,
Someday in Paradise, I will live with you there.

We started with D, It's only logic we end with it too.
Oh so many feelings, but the words so few,
My Savior I await, some sort of ascension,
Life be lived devoured, if I continue in this depression.

A New Page Lost

Horror, in those eyes, dry and with out compassion,
Tired of writing songs of joy,
The harmony just doesn't sound natural,
Why is this heartache, paining so much....!

Feeling excited about something, Lilly, The color,
Dark and unnatural, Spell bound and vicious,
Here Lies Dobby, the sands blowing on my grave,
No one to give me a hug, no one to save.

In hiding I lead my life, from friends, from family,
And somewhere i meet you, you feel me,
Like no one did, I instantly spark with you,
Burn marks on me, Why? Fire when we touch..how, no clue.

Severed and Charred are many, You've burnt them alive,
Pages and pages have I wanted to write,
I feel there is so less within you, than in me,
For the world to see, we are mutant, alone, but inside we feel free.

The world looks at us with hate, No one can ever enter our gates,
We are so heavily guarded, We make us secure, Fire state,
Fate, or destiny, You cant live with me, I cant live without,
Burn the New Page, Its unworthy, no sincerity, and full of doubt.

I am loosing you, I fear the darkest hour, a horrified haze,
The final battle shall, doom us both, the showdown in a maze,
A daze, Amazing grace, To face, my darkest heart, follows a chase,
Stays that way, Forbidden henceforth, is the New Page.

Engage and destroy me, I will let you win, for you own me now,
Heart is dark, but the mind revolts, Unchanged and Filthy,
The crying gets louder, but you have risen and you cant hear me,
The Page is lost, the copy burnt, The Secret of you, forever now lies only within me.

All Ends Here...!

How does it feel, when something so close to you,
Everything that it meant to you,
Most beautiful moments though they were few,
Are taken away from you...

When Love gets the last laugh,
When you feel like a moron and daft,
Everything you gave, just goes in vain,
Like the soft white rabbit, innocent and pure, slain.

In broad daylight, A pain beyond comprehension,
Like an Easter Sunday without resurrection,
Killing the sweet emotion, deep and wild insurrection,
Blind me, for I want to end with it, in wise condemnation.

Oh Why don't you see, This Love is all I have,
And no other shall it be opened to, my heart, don't you care,
The memories of my dark past, Darker than the brightest night,
Shall stay hidden in me, For here I lay, in unforgiving plight.

Crying and the sounds in my ears, Oh I wish,
I was all out of tears, It spears, like a deep indestructible pain,
Child, This is where I say, Good Bye, I have waited for you in Vain.
A lot to share with sorrow no tear, but Unfortunately, its a Bye, COz it All Ends Here.

The Thriller Is Back

Have I ever broken a promise to you?
Have I ever once in my life broken a promise to you?
Have I ever said I would be somewhere and not shown up?
Have I ever hurt you so bad, that you've gotten tired and fed up?

I know, I have, So stop Lying,
I know, I am bad, So stop Dying,
I know, I am a dick, So stop Crying,
For fuck sake, I am dead, So stop Trying.

What if, I give you a piece of my heart,
Don't you think I deserve a fresh start,
I will take you to a ball & I will make you shop at Walmart,
I will get you South Park and a Stuffed Bart.

Let this feeling begin, Just give it a chance, Let it crack,
If you don't listen to me, You are gonna get a solid smack,
OK! Kidding, Seriously, What will it take me to get you on track,
COz, I ain't gonna wait, Its no Fate, Its YOU! Just come back..!

I wait for you, even though you don't wait back,
I come where ever you are, by road or by track,
Oh..! I love you SO MUCH, I cant Hold Back,
MJ is here with me, He admits, The Thriller Is Back.

A Revolution

I have no gun, Neither sword nor spear,
But my heart is valiant, I feel no fear,
It is full of spirit, complete with Love and tear,
Strange times, I cant even hold you and say, Love you dear.

Why, What, Where, are foolish questions that I wouldn't dare ask,
I see you are preoccupied with sex and fornication in the dark,
In daylight, You are like the world, strong and emotionless, Hark!
Love doesn't reside here, All you need is Violence and Fuck.

Vengeance is tearing me apart, I ask for your heart,
That truly feels love, The feeling that beats inside your strawberry tart,
There is no sex here, No violence here, They lie dead here, in a cart,
A Martyr lives within me, A revolution I calleth to start...

Let purity fight the lust, Bring forth thy army with a sincere mind,
For there is a home in every heart that you will find,
Love thy hope is not lost, I shall hoist thy flag on every man, woman, child,
A revolution, I cant do it alone, I need you, We can bring forth the Dark Reign down, Together we can't be defied.

Hash Value

Magnetic Vault opening, There is an information bypass,
That is just about to happen, A sudden neuro surge,
Makes the acid to tread slow, silently harness,
The zenith of the brightness, swing in the urge.

De marking the cipher, the variable just decrypts,
Marking the end of a sinful journey, Breaking the encryption,
Fire sale, nasty equations, honey and milk swamps,
Beat the heart beat, syncing with the BPM to the aeronation.

Decryption of the key, that lies in you, The Secret
My Secret is airborne for your heart,
The message is in Hash Value, MD5 compact,
Reading will need you to feel me, In Passionate Perfect.

Breathe me inside you, reading you through, whole,
Are the dynamics in plush green beauty of your Soul?
Entering that key, finds you me, and my Trojan's Clue,
Your system's been compromised, You are mine, My Hash Value.

Rain On Me

Look at the drops, they come right at you, lol
Like the winds blow and the clouds call
You, Sierra, its you, It's special,
Listening to your favorite song, Countless times I fall.

Imagining you laugh, at my stupid jokes,
Conspiracy surrounding us, or is it a Hoax,
Living with you one day, My sublime hope,
You are my Whiskey, You are my Dope.

Take me home, run down the streets,
Color the allies and wherever the junctions meet,
You run down on me, like sugar cubes so sweet,
Taller than you, I pick you up your feet.

Smelling like the first showers, You move so free,
Your smile glides through streams and carpet of trees,
I am dying inside, But I cant speak more, Later maybe...
Waiting for you, Make the move, Rain on Me.

From the Corner of My Bed

Far away, somewhere you hold the key,
I talk to you, the things i didn't know about me,
Suddenly, symbols change to words, that you haven't said,
I dream about you, from the corner of my bed.

The exhilaration of talking to you, seeing your face,
So new, feels like a world so clean, no air only space,
Stars here, I can touch them, sparkle with me, White & Red,
All is reachable now, from the corner of my bed.

Something exciting, my heart is jumping little by little,
I look at you, my mind jumps and ceases to settle,
Making a world of you and me alone, in my head,
Dreams are reality here, viewed from the corner of my head.

I keep smiling, keep thinking of you, when i will speak to you,
Flowers are back, and so it is roses for you, Smells so new,
I care about you, The days knowing you are few but I survived,
Now I cant reverse it, Knowing you more, come lets talk...from the corner of my bed.

The Most Beautiful Thing in this World

Feel like a cold night is going on,
Scared if I don't use the blanket,
What if some essentials I might forget,
Imagine the missing of another sunrise and sunset.

No I am not upset, I wonder why,
You live in careless hope, continuously intensified.
Rather live, with in you, than a social medium,
An organism, simply making contact, suppressed but insecure and random.

A lie, a pain within, a crazy thought,
Breathing and living in my cerebral might.
Crying to control every action and emotion,
And like ice, touched twice, my skin, from with in.

Come back here, I lying down on my pillow,
The bed feels lazy, warm and makes me slow.
Like another dream ends, A wake up Epiphany unfurled,
Sometimes not being in control is the most beautiful thing in this world.

Jodhpur Dreams (The Long Handshake)

HI Mam, Remember me, This is Angelo from the university,
Hope you haven't forgotten me, Coz I haven't, How could I?
I saw you at the counter, and you missed me,
Here I am, here to pay you my respects.

I should have ended my conversation there,
I should not have looked on the right side,
I looked at you, and you smile, Spontaneously I found the universe,
The deepest of questions, that people had asked, was all made clear.

That moment is the moment I am stuck on,
I can't concentrate, I can't work, I just keep thinking,
Tried searching you on facebook could not find you,
Where are you? Why did you smile? You the most sweetest adoration.

Believe me, Never ever have I felt you like this,
I don't know what is the big deal?
Can you help me figure out? Am I going mad, I am I feel,
I need water, I am thirsty, But I don't feel like drinking until I see you.

Can this be true, Am I falling in love with you,
Those beautiful eyes that looked me through,
That slowly shaking of your hands, The hair fluttering I still cant get over,
And still I wonder who were you, MY Goddess, My Diana, My Mary,
She said her name was Jacky.

Jodhpur Dreams (Feat. Jacky)

Jacky, there was so much room, and you still left,
I was talking to you but it made no sense,
The drifting parody is that, we weren't made
To last, My last line I shouldn't have said.

Free me, your running inside me, Like a DNA based virus,
The genome is making me weak, I am ruining us,
Please stop this game, You smiling at me and going again,
That spot of bother, The beauty they say, Here we go again.

My flights still not taking off,
Please don't go, Are you bored, Do you want me to get you an ice cream?
Black Currant? You disappear again, Here I try a little stunt,
My last stanza, my last chance to win you back.

Do you know that I can't carry this in me anymore,
Are your legs hurting? Coz you've been running all over my mind,
You smile, You say nothing, I freeze you there, I stand behind,
I unfreeze, close your eyes and whisper,
"Be with me my Goddess, I will worship you forever."

The time unfreeze, she gets up and walks away,
She doesn't turn back, I was waiting,
To hear some thing, I kept watching,
To see something, But She kept walking.....

Jodhpur Dreams (The Begining)

Under the sun, waiting for the clouds to come,
The winds that blow, Whispering your name,
So much sun, I close my eyes, The times go back,
In a time warp, I feel this is where I stand again.

None there is none, who factor me in their lives,
Its just you who makes me special,
The need to be wanted on which I thrive,
I know you are here, but not near, its terrible.

I feel like tearing myself apart,
Visions of the glorious past, Staring right at me,
What wish did you ask for? Didn't you want to tear my shirt?
And finally here we stand lost and in the center of the sea.

Crying out my soul just makes things worse,
I have no way to go, no point of return,
Wonder why, there was this curse,
Lying in complete abomination, "You son of a bitch".

Shelby GT500

Can I ever realize the instinct inside me,
Which shows me the excessive behavior disorder,
Engulfing me with the same idea, that we once had,
We slept through it, several times before we did.

I desperately look out for you,
You are but gone, and hysteria swipes me, I retire,
Those smothering lips and and the wetness in the air,
I feel, I have none here besides me, but you on my mind.

Just like the time, we caress, we kiss, we bleed and we miss,
Our bodies like ever on fire Shelby GT500,
Firing from within, glowing in the dark,
We go harder, and faster and then we stop, just to live the pulse.

If I could preserve that beat, make it into an immeasurable speed,
I fall into that dark hole, no physicist could interpret,
Can we go on it again, Friction on the engines,
And so close we be that we seldom, know,
Where we drive to, for the times back to I wana go.

Throne of the Gods

Mighty is You, your smile, your radiant face,
I know not how did I deserve such a grace,
And with each second, with you,
I realize, you are my miracle, Without you there is so much few.

Glazing like a ball of fire, Your eyes tear into me,
That may be my last, if your looks could kill me,
Steal thy brilliance, and diminish the probability of my conscience,
I can only thank the throne of Gods who created such brilliance.

Resting in your glory, I lay down with a heart full of love,
The signs of your fury, Your fire burning in me, its Love,
Ever meet me as a predator, You will not be apprehended,
I am here, Your prey, With out any shield, any help, undefended.

The Gods of Valour have created those eyes,
Whom I shall never be able to despise,
I cry out, this army of warriors will rise,
For this was my destiny, In loving You, I ride on the path of self defiance.

5th Of November

Remember remember the 5th of November,
How we met, defied in every eventuality,
A consequence in detailed sequence in time,
Smarter than you, Smaller than thou, but unsure about the similarity.

Frankly, the worst is in my books buried deep down,
The pages have left the memories, Lost forever,
The crazy me between you, discovering the horizon,
This life is a reminder not everything yet is clear.

Cream and Honey in my glass, your voice on my ears,
Like the Goddess Calypso, the ancient records flow,
Feeling the senses of my soul, here it is,
Shall we dance for the first time and forego.

Creation is a travesty, we all have evolved to surrender,
Its better you realize now, better than never,
This awesomeness might hurt, but shall definitely pay,
COz babes, its here and now and its definitely gonna stay.

Hyber-Nation

We are the army of a thousand giant dna based computers,
Controlling our ghosts who walk in the real world,
The world of predecessors no longer exist,
The time has begun for a virtual surge of life.

The beeps of life, the sleepless nights,
Come down like a facade of pink bikini,
Fail of enchant the creative commons,
This is what I am, this is our new legacy.

Falling down, there is no other landscape I can enjoy,
My mechanical eyes concieve the notations in my brain,
The circumference of protective analysis, and a radius of laser beams,
I know this the truth, there cant be such a mechanical world of dreams.

Drums and Beats light up my brain for fear does not exist,
The dawn of the new life has begun, Space age,
The danger of existence has seazed, we live in the power of my mind,
This world is my window my mind wishes to design.

Surely such a travesty has never gone unnoticed,
This world feels better but selfish enticed,
The realm of glory and selflessness is niche, but its not my fascination,
You had a chance, you blew it, and now you co-exist with Hyber-nation.

Wet

The lights dim, The candles are burning,
You look at me, you are smiling,
I wanna hug you, I feel like crying,
Wanna tell you how much I miss you, Thinking.....

You are dining with me, and still the moment feels faster,
Times flying I wana stop time, I can never,
However, I invite you to dance, I press you towards me,
I feel you, Your heart beat, that smile just so orgasmic, Come....

We slip into my blanket,
I kiss you and I don't stop, I know you are wet,
This moment is the best, This we shall never forget,
The closest I got since we ever met.

I wana go closer, No questions, No answer,
This I feel from within, Going mad, Down there,
I wana get inside you, hold you, tear you, We are together,
The fear of loosing you is nowhere here.

I am the hurricane Babes...You Bet!
I shall go miles for you, and keep going No sweat,
A stallion like me is hard to get,
Lets begin now, You me, every night, twilight, Are you still Wet?

Smile For You Are My World

What an awesome feeling, this new feeling, Old and known,
But still feels like the forgotten lands, fragrances unknown,
This weather feels like our electric promise,
The moment of sepration and wanting for you near me, and I so wana kiss.

This world only grows invisible when you are around,
The love the passion you bring along surrounds,
The magic of GOD fills me inside out,
The gut feeling says you taste like black currant in my mouth.

Your sweet smell, is all I can want from you,
Though I know I can never have you,
And how much ever I want, there is still nothing I can do.
I am only happy I met you, the various emotions of love and excitement
I went through.

Baby I wana Give You everything money can buy and more,
Make you the happiest one ever, Spend my wealth on you like sand on the shore.
I wana only ask of you to let me stay in you forever more.

Like the time passes, there is a new day and a new night,
What ever happens, with this world, I will protect you, Always in my sight,
This blue planet means nothing to me, But You, like an image going blurred,
You, Baby You are the one, Smile! for You are my World.

The Theory 1 - The Strongest is the Weakest

Open thy eyes to destiny, with whom you may be,
There is always a bit more than what we can see,
Surely, life brings in everything, but sadly this time its just me,
And whether you like it or not, the pleasentries have not even begun.

The feeling that you miss, The me in that feeling it is,
You are not alone, Its me too who feels this,
And somehow this emotion cant be placed, no name given,
For it is more than humans can comprehend.

Even as time shows us its not the fastest or the strongest who wins,
And not the one who is most adaptable to change,
But its the one who has nothing and doesnt want anything,
Far more superior than the one who has everything, but still thinks he
has nothing and wants more.

When life throws you a curve ball, and everything around you swings,
Like a winner who is beaten in his own game thinks,
Life has never ended, Never will, the human mind though has amnesia,
And we all though have lived our life, forget that we were the strongest.

In loving you, In liking you I made myself vulnerable,
I became weak, I became the prey the one to be attacked,
The one to be marked by destiny's only hope of extinction, And asked
nothing more,
You were the price I payed, You made me strong, You completed me, You
have me weak, always and yet never, with me.