This is not an account of how people at work treat me,
This is just my persona, speaking, may be its my perception,
May be, But its the world out there, wanting to chew me down in a thousand pieces,
Its evident, Its right there, waiting each day, like a hungry dog, wanting attention.
Each day I enter, I flash my card, I wait to be obliged,
Making millions each day, pay me cents, pay me less,
Make me want to quit, but like a bonded labour, i work,
Swear if I had a chance, I would thrash them all ye fools.
Entering office, gloomy faces around, only happy face is that of my pc,
Inhuman, but bright, intellectual, but stupid,
Happy faces around, just a couple, for whom i maintain the code,
The only source of creative upsurge, is them, oh beloved.
Mark me, Unmark me, Add me and Negate me,
I am there, right in front of your eyes, oh mighty kings,
But you can't see the faithful, who work under you, you like leeches,
Cling on to you, make you feel good, rotten rats, may you get more kisses.
Its not easy, Working each day, faithfully, undermined, disgraced, teased,
Shame, you redefine my persona, I go beyond, the normal upholding,
Fall down the grave to see a thousand souls, resting, they were smitten,
They were pressed, oppressed, degraded and decomposed, they were lying there,
Zombies.
Opened my eyes, to gaze at the empty office, I was still far from over,
While others were safely in bed, Worried about me were a handful, Can't do much,
Just Moan.
I opened my eyes, opened to sunshine, in that dark hour, in that spliff of smoke on my lips,
And my lungs full of the fire, the monster had risen, from me, the depths. They shall END.
Monday, August 04, 2008
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Windows Open
Just as I woke up with a start,
I swallowed some saliva, thinking I saw a ghost,
But may not be one, Just my imagination going wild.
Needless to say there is nothing in this world like that.
Opened my window, saw a shadow,
Hid behind my curtains, watching the show,
Not a ghost, a shadow in the dark, mystery fog,
Needless to say, she was not in white, but in black smog.
4 in the morning, this was just a vision,
A guilty past that I could see, Not think,
Wrong, everything was wrong, my vision, my past,
I was dreaming I thought, coz I could see my darkest fears, immobilizing me.
A Night, or an early morning Vision, All I could see is her,
Crying, the past, was dull, sad, it wasn't a nightmare,
It was the woman and child crying, Sinfully deserted, Lustfully used and thrown,
Crying from the depths of my eternal damnation, the calling of Satan.
I had sinned, Somewhere in the past, Sometime in the past,
I had promised and forgotten, the child, looked like a prey,
Smitten, hungry, upset, dark winds blowing, shadows disappearing,
My mind was playing with me, But it had opened the window......the past
It was at this unearthly hour, 8 years ago, I slept by her,
Dreaming of a wonderful life, a beautiful future,
But like cracked glass, I gave in to the vanity of this world, Money!
I left, seeking the bright future, selfish, alone, and I saw her never.
So I sleep, alone, each day, Just to wake up and leave,
As I left that night, but I sold my soul, To the vanity,
the wealth, the hunger of sick paper, made me leave and close the doors, on her
Leaving the windows, open for the past, the sick thoughts, the past....windows open in despair.
Each night....every night, forever.
I swallowed some saliva, thinking I saw a ghost,
But may not be one, Just my imagination going wild.
Needless to say there is nothing in this world like that.
Opened my window, saw a shadow,
Hid behind my curtains, watching the show,
Not a ghost, a shadow in the dark, mystery fog,
Needless to say, she was not in white, but in black smog.
4 in the morning, this was just a vision,
A guilty past that I could see, Not think,
Wrong, everything was wrong, my vision, my past,
I was dreaming I thought, coz I could see my darkest fears, immobilizing me.
A Night, or an early morning Vision, All I could see is her,
Crying, the past, was dull, sad, it wasn't a nightmare,
It was the woman and child crying, Sinfully deserted, Lustfully used and thrown,
Crying from the depths of my eternal damnation, the calling of Satan.
I had sinned, Somewhere in the past, Sometime in the past,
I had promised and forgotten, the child, looked like a prey,
Smitten, hungry, upset, dark winds blowing, shadows disappearing,
My mind was playing with me, But it had opened the window......the past
It was at this unearthly hour, 8 years ago, I slept by her,
Dreaming of a wonderful life, a beautiful future,
But like cracked glass, I gave in to the vanity of this world, Money!
I left, seeking the bright future, selfish, alone, and I saw her never.
So I sleep, alone, each day, Just to wake up and leave,
As I left that night, but I sold my soul, To the vanity,
the wealth, the hunger of sick paper, made me leave and close the doors, on her
Leaving the windows, open for the past, the sick thoughts, the past....windows open in despair.
Each night....every night, forever.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
New Talk In Town
So there is the new talk in town,
There is some joker, coming up with a new band,
Probability is that I will meet the joker,
Face off must happen, you know why?
Jokes are just inhuman comedy, we laugh at,
Everything is a joke, I feel sometimes,
Then why is it not funny when I make people cry,
Rebuking other people is what joking is, isn't it?
Finally the face appears, he is baldy, and has 2 face,
Fair as milk, he makes me, wana throw up,
He disgusts me, try to make me laugh, There are no laughs,
around me, I tell him that, But he ain't stopping, that disgusting face.
Sorry guys, I owe you an apology,
I haven't posted for long, will make sure I will more often,
There is blatant sense of comedy, I feel, I laugh at him,
I smash his pumpkin head, and do my last laugh in style saying,
"I am the only joker in town, you ain't better than me, Fuck off"
There is some joker, coming up with a new band,
Probability is that I will meet the joker,
Face off must happen, you know why?
Jokes are just inhuman comedy, we laugh at,
Everything is a joke, I feel sometimes,
Then why is it not funny when I make people cry,
Rebuking other people is what joking is, isn't it?
Finally the face appears, he is baldy, and has 2 face,
Fair as milk, he makes me, wana throw up,
He disgusts me, try to make me laugh, There are no laughs,
around me, I tell him that, But he ain't stopping, that disgusting face.
Sorry guys, I owe you an apology,
I haven't posted for long, will make sure I will more often,
There is blatant sense of comedy, I feel, I laugh at him,
I smash his pumpkin head, and do my last laugh in style saying,
"I am the only joker in town, you ain't better than me, Fuck off"
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Supra Nights
My nights have suddenly become,
My most ambitions song of my days.
Spending in absolute darkness I see them,
Wealthy and in action,
And I dream on.......
There is not much on TV these days,
But i Still spend my nights for them,
Thinking the next moment to be my next best shot.
But I fail, Critics have no other business, they lie, they fake.
But they say they are real, righteous beasts.
Meanings are no longer meant to say, what meanings suppose,
But they scream out in an obscene way of the night,
The beast stays asleep for the night, but i stay awake thinking, planning.....
What will I do, I am just the last one of my clan,
The remorse that feels in my blood, with hunger in my guts.
My nights are just another statement i shall make to you,
take the right way or the left,
I am here to stay, the rise shall happen, soon......
with me an entire force of righteous, the doomed shall no no longer be cursed.
My time is to begin.......
The nights ......the time i spend with you,
will all go down in history, with that sweet sound of melody flowing down my eyes,
in gold and silver i shall be adorned, the king that i shall be,
the ruler of kingdoms unknown, undisputed, with no count,
Now i speak to all, call out to you my forces, stand for me now or never.....
But i shall still keep calling, spending my nights with you, the keys will lead me to glory.
The two hands that cut me shall be called heroes,
My prophesy is yet to come true.....
My most ambitions song of my days.
Spending in absolute darkness I see them,
Wealthy and in action,
And I dream on.......
There is not much on TV these days,
But i Still spend my nights for them,
Thinking the next moment to be my next best shot.
But I fail, Critics have no other business, they lie, they fake.
But they say they are real, righteous beasts.
Meanings are no longer meant to say, what meanings suppose,
But they scream out in an obscene way of the night,
The beast stays asleep for the night, but i stay awake thinking, planning.....
What will I do, I am just the last one of my clan,
The remorse that feels in my blood, with hunger in my guts.
My nights are just another statement i shall make to you,
take the right way or the left,
I am here to stay, the rise shall happen, soon......
with me an entire force of righteous, the doomed shall no no longer be cursed.
My time is to begin.......
The nights ......the time i spend with you,
will all go down in history, with that sweet sound of melody flowing down my eyes,
in gold and silver i shall be adorned, the king that i shall be,
the ruler of kingdoms unknown, undisputed, with no count,
Now i speak to all, call out to you my forces, stand for me now or never.....
But i shall still keep calling, spending my nights with you, the keys will lead me to glory.
The two hands that cut me shall be called heroes,
My prophesy is yet to come true.....
Saturday, January 12, 2008
No More Bullshit !
This is not a poem or song,
Well telling with a really bad pain,
I am done with this world.
The world of absolute blasphemy.
They just want what they want.
No mindless bullshit anymore.
they don't have time for that,
they are moving fast enough to just 'get to the point' syndrome,
to get their minds and hearts tuned to the fruits of wealth.
Nowhere in this world you can find a friend who can take ,
what you are really saying. they feel its mindless crap.
No heed to anyone, no words said.
Heart to heart and mind in my mouth,
but no one listens, i scream, but they you traveling with the speed of light,
No time to stop and listen to my minds pondering s.
Its like getting lost in the crowd.....again.
I am sick, not with fever, but with this trash,
No one has the mind anymore. they are busy with rock and roll,
their music is my disgust, their wealth is my disgust,
I don't have any , none, i am worthless??
May they live forever......
Started to realize the world is obsessed with milk and honey,
No words of truth, no world of heart, no love,
children are no more learning to grow, they are instead growing to learn,
honey thats the depleting ozone has to say, we are just guests in this world now,
never no when we shall be up, gone and away,
but you will live forever , the disgusted world........
Well telling with a really bad pain,
I am done with this world.
The world of absolute blasphemy.
They just want what they want.
No mindless bullshit anymore.
they don't have time for that,
they are moving fast enough to just 'get to the point' syndrome,
to get their minds and hearts tuned to the fruits of wealth.
Nowhere in this world you can find a friend who can take ,
what you are really saying. they feel its mindless crap.
No heed to anyone, no words said.
Heart to heart and mind in my mouth,
but no one listens, i scream, but they you traveling with the speed of light,
No time to stop and listen to my minds pondering s.
Its like getting lost in the crowd.....again.
I am sick, not with fever, but with this trash,
No one has the mind anymore. they are busy with rock and roll,
their music is my disgust, their wealth is my disgust,
I don't have any , none, i am worthless??
May they live forever......
Started to realize the world is obsessed with milk and honey,
No words of truth, no world of heart, no love,
children are no more learning to grow, they are instead growing to learn,
honey thats the depleting ozone has to say, we are just guests in this world now,
never no when we shall be up, gone and away,
but you will live forever , the disgusted world........
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Kill me More
In love and in hate
in war in peace, man forgets,
the main theme,
the natures quest for justice, gets me with surprise,
it lets me analyze the perfect plan, and still the rivalry remains,
the tiff between man and man, and man and nature.
The brilliance in the plan, the technological excellence,
the martyrs of war, the terrorists who die, the nature's wrath,
connections well beyond imagination, beyond human understanding.
Th plan is to kill more, and more and more,
both nature and man and woman.
The grandeur of His plan, the not so much popular games,
the resistance to polictics,
can you gain me a world. the more money i have the more people i can buy,
but can buy nature? well i buy land, buy trees, buy sky, buy space, buy everything but nature itself.
we are its children, but we have overpaid our dues.
Respects have become insults, gestures have become statements,
money has become power, no longer caste , race , sex, holds bar, bar me ,
i am a liberal, but they will kill me. they don't understand.
i am tiny , but i cant be a hero, because hero is just an imagination, fiction.
we all are heroes, we have the power over us, all we need to do is kill.
the more you kill the more you kill,
kill him , kill her kill all, kill me,
kill me more than anything, or nature will...the time has come.....
the killing has begun........come kill me more.
in war in peace, man forgets,
the main theme,
the natures quest for justice, gets me with surprise,
it lets me analyze the perfect plan, and still the rivalry remains,
the tiff between man and man, and man and nature.
The brilliance in the plan, the technological excellence,
the martyrs of war, the terrorists who die, the nature's wrath,
connections well beyond imagination, beyond human understanding.
Th plan is to kill more, and more and more,
both nature and man and woman.
The grandeur of His plan, the not so much popular games,
the resistance to polictics,
can you gain me a world. the more money i have the more people i can buy,
but can buy nature? well i buy land, buy trees, buy sky, buy space, buy everything but nature itself.
we are its children, but we have overpaid our dues.
Respects have become insults, gestures have become statements,
money has become power, no longer caste , race , sex, holds bar, bar me ,
i am a liberal, but they will kill me. they don't understand.
i am tiny , but i cant be a hero, because hero is just an imagination, fiction.
we all are heroes, we have the power over us, all we need to do is kill.
the more you kill the more you kill,
kill him , kill her kill all, kill me,
kill me more than anything, or nature will...the time has come.....
the killing has begun........come kill me more.
Friday, December 07, 2007
Love, Music, Roxette Style
When you fall in love,
Crash, Boom, Bang !
Said once by Roxette, Oh that glorious days,
How may i forget that road that we tread.
My innocence is my curse, And i really don't have an idea why it comes and hits me,
SO hard that i fall back on my back, thinking of the next best thing to hit me again.
Really not spoken great things or rocket science.
But the very existence being challenged by the superiors.
I am not God but my love is Roxette style.
Living with you one day would be a reality,
But how much will you miss me then,
Questions and answers will clutter our thoughts,
No matter what, you energize my cells, like nitrous to my veins.
The sheer pleasure of looking at the fastest car in NFS,
But I am not wrong, because my love is Roxette style.
The old things have wrapped up,
A new era has begun, the bug has lost its war,
but my love still waits for an endless fall,
We made the light fall over the wall,
But no matter what the trail passes my imagination.
The little things that make us happy are complicated than simple.
But let no complications arise, coz my love is still Roxette style.
Crash, Boom, Bang !
Said once by Roxette, Oh that glorious days,
How may i forget that road that we tread.
My innocence is my curse, And i really don't have an idea why it comes and hits me,
SO hard that i fall back on my back, thinking of the next best thing to hit me again.
Really not spoken great things or rocket science.
But the very existence being challenged by the superiors.
I am not God but my love is Roxette style.
Living with you one day would be a reality,
But how much will you miss me then,
Questions and answers will clutter our thoughts,
No matter what, you energize my cells, like nitrous to my veins.
The sheer pleasure of looking at the fastest car in NFS,
But I am not wrong, because my love is Roxette style.
The old things have wrapped up,
A new era has begun, the bug has lost its war,
but my love still waits for an endless fall,
We made the light fall over the wall,
But no matter what the trail passes my imagination.
The little things that make us happy are complicated than simple.
But let no complications arise, coz my love is still Roxette style.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
The Second Touch
I can feel you near again,
you are there with me once more like the old days,
like the good days,
and i will stay here by you again,
never let you go.
I will kiss you like never before,
make it a kiss to remember, and you would be exhausted by the end,
I will touch your skin again like the old days,
like the hug in the foir,
like the kiss in my kitchen.
Feel you in me , breathe you in me ,
Making you feel like home,
The rains are back , and the times are rewinding,
we go back to the past ,
the strings are playing your song..
like the day in the college hall,
playing on your sweet request.
The coldplay of waters gushing through,
the showers of wind hitting the window,
making me feel nice and cool and loved,
Emmaculate isnot the word that i feel, i am back
the island is where we are,
The second touch of our love starts now......
you are there with me once more like the old days,
like the good days,
and i will stay here by you again,
never let you go.
I will kiss you like never before,
make it a kiss to remember, and you would be exhausted by the end,
I will touch your skin again like the old days,
like the hug in the foir,
like the kiss in my kitchen.
Feel you in me , breathe you in me ,
Making you feel like home,
The rains are back , and the times are rewinding,
we go back to the past ,
the strings are playing your song..
like the day in the college hall,
playing on your sweet request.
The coldplay of waters gushing through,
the showers of wind hitting the window,
making me feel nice and cool and loved,
Emmaculate isnot the word that i feel, i am back
the island is where we are,
The second touch of our love starts now......
Friday, May 11, 2007
My Victory is in You
Well as i was just reading through the poems that i wrote,
I have just found out that they are really singing out to you,
My moto is to love you every day,
Every second every minute,
losing out on that wud be a sin....
SOrrows are no longer there with me any more,
the night has passed by , the day is come,
it shines like a splendid smile on ya face,
You look gorgeous, and more over i will be living with you forever...
Tears will stop now, Days are longer now and the nights are shorter,
The times are happier and better,
Love had changed me and now it has changed me again ,
The sweet music flows again and my heart just prances, the day is cominh when i can meet you again.
My day is bad but when i speak to you ,
Its just like sweet murderous kiss,
and i dont want to get away ,
feel like its just so overflowing in me now, when can i talk to you like i used to...the evenings from 8 to 10...nonstop marathon..
You look beautiful when u smile at that ,
i love you and may god bless you forever,
The pleasure of winning is in you and i wud like to feel it once more, in you is my life , my happiness, my moments of ecstacy,
My victory are you , my god of love, or rather love alone is personified in you...thankyou for u are in me and i will take care my love in me...i love you....love !
I have just found out that they are really singing out to you,
My moto is to love you every day,
Every second every minute,
losing out on that wud be a sin....
SOrrows are no longer there with me any more,
the night has passed by , the day is come,
it shines like a splendid smile on ya face,
You look gorgeous, and more over i will be living with you forever...
Tears will stop now, Days are longer now and the nights are shorter,
The times are happier and better,
Love had changed me and now it has changed me again ,
The sweet music flows again and my heart just prances, the day is cominh when i can meet you again.
My day is bad but when i speak to you ,
Its just like sweet murderous kiss,
and i dont want to get away ,
feel like its just so overflowing in me now, when can i talk to you like i used to...the evenings from 8 to 10...nonstop marathon..
You look beautiful when u smile at that ,
i love you and may god bless you forever,
The pleasure of winning is in you and i wud like to feel it once more, in you is my life , my happiness, my moments of ecstacy,
My victory are you , my god of love, or rather love alone is personified in you...thankyou for u are in me and i will take care my love in me...i love you....love !
Thursday, May 10, 2007
My LaSt WiSh
Viewing the cars go by, am standing on the road,
i see one coming right towards me,
It comes near and i cant lift my eyes of it,
its coming and i am not able to move,
i am frozen.....my last mins ........
I go blank , goes flashback to the time that i met you,
Out side the college hall,
I promised you that i will be giving you a world of love and happiness only,
Perhaps i am not there still or may be the reality is something else, is it....?
Feeling nervous about the times that i have told you ,
Love or hate the relation is all binding,
But still the pain that i gave you,
is immence, i know sorry wont be enough, my tears cant wash the stain i left on you , my brutality is wat i am ashamed of....
Happiness is all that i had to offer you so why did this not happen,
come on now unfreeze me coz death awaits me,
I shall be or no, but my love will stay always,
in the universe , somwhere....the last drops fall by and the car driving towards me stops ....an i collapse
i open my eyes, cant see anyone but you...
i am afraid ..lonely nothing do i care my birth , my childhood, my first crush.....my home..my money...nothing..nothing at all...
you is all what i want now,
the revealation stops an i wake up in your arms,
my last wish before i go far away ,
to meet you was, an now its all complete...i love you forever ...i will meet you in my next life if i have any.......and i sink........
i see one coming right towards me,
It comes near and i cant lift my eyes of it,
its coming and i am not able to move,
i am frozen.....my last mins ........
I go blank , goes flashback to the time that i met you,
Out side the college hall,
I promised you that i will be giving you a world of love and happiness only,
Perhaps i am not there still or may be the reality is something else, is it....?
Feeling nervous about the times that i have told you ,
Love or hate the relation is all binding,
But still the pain that i gave you,
is immence, i know sorry wont be enough, my tears cant wash the stain i left on you , my brutality is wat i am ashamed of....
Happiness is all that i had to offer you so why did this not happen,
come on now unfreeze me coz death awaits me,
I shall be or no, but my love will stay always,
in the universe , somwhere....the last drops fall by and the car driving towards me stops ....an i collapse
i open my eyes, cant see anyone but you...
i am afraid ..lonely nothing do i care my birth , my childhood, my first crush.....my home..my money...nothing..nothing at all...
you is all what i want now,
the revealation stops an i wake up in your arms,
my last wish before i go far away ,
to meet you was, an now its all complete...i love you forever ...i will meet you in my next life if i have any.......and i sink........
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
The Last Drop Shed
hi ther i have just felt this in me,
missing u like crazy,
crying to have the love shared with u for once,
in words, but cant express it so the flowin words wud be my river of love for u.
Smiling at cause of esctasy ,
the day we spend on one bed and the tears that we shed,
all make up for the of final war of sorrows,
Make me your servant and will make u win,
Come on like the rebel Che Guerra lets step in the world with force.
we live now forever an will live always for time immortal,
spending the day with ignorance that nights were supposed to be spent together,
but missing u is like addiction, no bed no sleep , no u no sleep ........
Dreams are with u , otherwise with you only,
Sinking the roads of memory i feel u embracing me tight like never before, thought that cold chill in my spine,
my tears roll down while i express my grief,
my apology to you for the words that spear u , that spear was double edged !
Come now the evenings are passing by without you,
work or no work, time immortal pass by thinking of u,
love me more, and i will love you more than more,
nothing will be ther at the end only us an love,
love you more , more than more........
missing u like crazy,
crying to have the love shared with u for once,
in words, but cant express it so the flowin words wud be my river of love for u.
Smiling at cause of esctasy ,
the day we spend on one bed and the tears that we shed,
all make up for the of final war of sorrows,
Make me your servant and will make u win,
Come on like the rebel Che Guerra lets step in the world with force.
we live now forever an will live always for time immortal,
spending the day with ignorance that nights were supposed to be spent together,
but missing u is like addiction, no bed no sleep , no u no sleep ........
Dreams are with u , otherwise with you only,
Sinking the roads of memory i feel u embracing me tight like never before, thought that cold chill in my spine,
my tears roll down while i express my grief,
my apology to you for the words that spear u , that spear was double edged !
Come now the evenings are passing by without you,
work or no work, time immortal pass by thinking of u,
love me more, and i will love you more than more,
nothing will be ther at the end only us an love,
love you more , more than more........
Monday, May 07, 2007
The Genetic Imbalance
A dream can define the thoughts in us,
But we may or may understand them,
For we are small and spontaneous,
We forget the bigger larger picture in front of them.
Making you want me was my goal,
I acheived it by loving you so much,
Now you love me and i love your soul,
the feelings have risen much higher than much.
Feeling lonely is part of my life too,
But thats something which i have learnt to deal with i believe,
Its still in your hands wheather to be lonely or no ,
Something that i know is that you are strong and fierce, thats why i love u so much.
Excited am i to live my life with you,
All the days of my life shall i share everything,
You are my ulimate goal, My Ulitmate messiah,
My Jesus, My Mother Theresa, My Elvis , My Amitabh Bachchan,My love an only mine.
Time is wat i rule out as its not in my hands,
I want u to close every moment but it play s foul,
WIll be with you for ever more, have to lose to time,
Or suffer the brutal defeat by keeping time at my side,
but no i am not cruel...i love you ...more now than ever.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Making Piracy History
Letters start with A-B-C, Numbers start with 1-2-3, Songs start with DO-RE-ME and Love starts with YOU and ME!!
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If your lips are dry, i will bring you the oceans
if you feel cold, i will bring you the sun
if you need love, i will detach my heart and bring it to you...
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If you were a flower in desert
i would cry to keep you alive
if you were a tear in my eyes
i would never cry not to lose you
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If you want to know how much i love you, you have to discover a new language cuz i can't find any word to tell how much i love you
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Everyone says that i am hearthless, thats right! cuz they dont know my heart belongs to you
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I dont love you more than u can imagine, i love you more than you can take.
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At first, love is the only one reason to live but then its the only one reason to die
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Today, i wanted to do something different, but i cudnt, i fell in love with you again and again
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You say that you love the sun but when its sunny, u go into a shadow, you say you love the rain but when its rainy, u put up an umbrella.. i am afraid cuz you are telling that YOU LOVE ME!!!
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My girlfriend asked me 'what is love?'.. i wanted time to think about it..the next day, i saw her when she was kissing a boy.. i whispered into her ear "love is suffer!!"
-----NO U R RIGHT ITS NOT MINE--ITS TAKEN OR RATHER IMPORTED FROM ANOTHER WEBSITE//////>>>> YA U CAL IT PIRACY--OBVIOUSLY.....
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If your lips are dry, i will bring you the oceans
if you feel cold, i will bring you the sun
if you need love, i will detach my heart and bring it to you...
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If you were a flower in desert
i would cry to keep you alive
if you were a tear in my eyes
i would never cry not to lose you
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If you want to know how much i love you, you have to discover a new language cuz i can't find any word to tell how much i love you
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Everyone says that i am hearthless, thats right! cuz they dont know my heart belongs to you
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I dont love you more than u can imagine, i love you more than you can take.
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At first, love is the only one reason to live but then its the only one reason to die
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Today, i wanted to do something different, but i cudnt, i fell in love with you again and again
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You say that you love the sun but when its sunny, u go into a shadow, you say you love the rain but when its rainy, u put up an umbrella.. i am afraid cuz you are telling that YOU LOVE ME!!!
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My girlfriend asked me 'what is love?'.. i wanted time to think about it..the next day, i saw her when she was kissing a boy.. i whispered into her ear "love is suffer!!"
-----NO U R RIGHT ITS NOT MINE--ITS TAKEN OR RATHER IMPORTED FROM ANOTHER WEBSITE//////>>>> YA U CAL IT PIRACY--OBVIOUSLY.....
Saturday, February 04, 2006
HIGHER state of LOVE
Gradually it makes me soft ,
As i run through the excitement of touching you,
the adrenalin pumping to see u without dust,
and just when i am reaching the high , u tell me "i love u".
i want to hug that body and make u mine,
i feel the pain of self destruction ,
u are all that is filling in me now,
its getting on to the place i dont want it to go ..but still i love it.
the passion is rising and i can feel u r my slave,
i want to give u an eternal bondage,
pleasure doesnt get better than this,
u know where my toungue is right now and moving u into another level of mystical climax.
the body is engulfed with the flame of thirst,
u want me in but are afraid , i insist but u dont let go,
but the day will come........ and it will be in,that pleasure of action insideout,
the glorification of the oldest ritual of the earth.
Unstoppable am i for i leave u asking for nothing more,
the time has stopped and cant move forward,
the sun wants to rise up but it cant as before,
i am still making love .......my sensation is still inward.
i dont want to stop, coz stopping is not the name of the game,
the ritual is profound, in spreading your legs and your eyes closed,
i am reaching the highest state of unconcious pleasure,
intoxicated by the beauty never seen and chant unheard,
the juices run down, an hour long of spiritual ecstacy continues and i promise it will never stop..........
As i run through the excitement of touching you,
the adrenalin pumping to see u without dust,
and just when i am reaching the high , u tell me "i love u".
i want to hug that body and make u mine,
i feel the pain of self destruction ,
u are all that is filling in me now,
its getting on to the place i dont want it to go ..but still i love it.
the passion is rising and i can feel u r my slave,
i want to give u an eternal bondage,
pleasure doesnt get better than this,
u know where my toungue is right now and moving u into another level of mystical climax.
the body is engulfed with the flame of thirst,
u want me in but are afraid , i insist but u dont let go,
but the day will come........ and it will be in,that pleasure of action insideout,
the glorification of the oldest ritual of the earth.
Unstoppable am i for i leave u asking for nothing more,
the time has stopped and cant move forward,
the sun wants to rise up but it cant as before,
i am still making love .......my sensation is still inward.
i dont want to stop, coz stopping is not the name of the game,
the ritual is profound, in spreading your legs and your eyes closed,
i am reaching the highest state of unconcious pleasure,
intoxicated by the beauty never seen and chant unheard,
the juices run down, an hour long of spiritual ecstacy continues and i promise it will never stop..........
Sunday, January 22, 2006
ITs TIME Now
Really speaking i have nothing to say,
coz it just sux not speaking to u everyday,
my fucking phone needs to comeback to me one day,
i think i ll die if this does not happen today.
I could not imagine that it would be such a great fun,
when i party with u baby,
now i cant even think of being with anyone else,
i am yours totally and no one can stop me baby.
U asked me whether i can spend my whole life with u,
and i said to u something which u may not remember coz u were high,
but i truly confess now that i willingly submit myself to u,
with all the meaning that it makes to u.
This is a gift to u baby and i want u to know,
that i will nolonger submit myself to the world,
i will be strong and love u more,
free u from all that dispairs u baby coz i love more now.
For the time has come for the ultimate test of all,
my phone is gone and i cant even hear u breath,
the college is over and i dont know when we will meet,
but baby i assure you that no one but me would be there for u
i promise. I know u wanna talk to me now but things may not turn our way.
but if we have a strong will and great love we can turn things around for us.
i love you baby and i cant see myself anywhere without you.
coz it just sux not speaking to u everyday,
my fucking phone needs to comeback to me one day,
i think i ll die if this does not happen today.
I could not imagine that it would be such a great fun,
when i party with u baby,
now i cant even think of being with anyone else,
i am yours totally and no one can stop me baby.
U asked me whether i can spend my whole life with u,
and i said to u something which u may not remember coz u were high,
but i truly confess now that i willingly submit myself to u,
with all the meaning that it makes to u.
This is a gift to u baby and i want u to know,
that i will nolonger submit myself to the world,
i will be strong and love u more,
free u from all that dispairs u baby coz i love more now.
For the time has come for the ultimate test of all,
my phone is gone and i cant even hear u breath,
the college is over and i dont know when we will meet,
but baby i assure you that no one but me would be there for u
i promise. I know u wanna talk to me now but things may not turn our way.
but if we have a strong will and great love we can turn things around for us.
i love you baby and i cant see myself anywhere without you.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
YOUR LOVE IS ALIVE
Will the river ever flow through that stream which i saw,
in my childhood days as i played in that,
with inevitable joy i used to say,
my heart longs to stay here for ever but my mom is calling and i need to go.
Oh river so nice and fine will thou not start flowing again,
for me and for my love for thee.
coz i loved you every day and stayed near u every night watching u grow,
but still u dont respond to me and i know that u will never be free.
Bricks chain your happiness and u are not allowd to walk away to meet me,
your cut off time is 7.30 and i know that after that u cease to exist,
and i have to live with your voice in my ears and ur beats in my heart,
each time i pray that you may love me more and that u can be free again.
if i ever want u i know u are just a cal away,
if i want to let u know how much i love u i just need to make myself miss u,
if i want to know how much u love me then i shud only stay hungry for a week,
for i long for ur love and my thirst can not fulfil your desires,
but i surely can make u love me coz i know time is with me and ur love is alive in my heart.
in my childhood days as i played in that,
with inevitable joy i used to say,
my heart longs to stay here for ever but my mom is calling and i need to go.
Oh river so nice and fine will thou not start flowing again,
for me and for my love for thee.
coz i loved you every day and stayed near u every night watching u grow,
but still u dont respond to me and i know that u will never be free.
Bricks chain your happiness and u are not allowd to walk away to meet me,
your cut off time is 7.30 and i know that after that u cease to exist,
and i have to live with your voice in my ears and ur beats in my heart,
each time i pray that you may love me more and that u can be free again.
if i ever want u i know u are just a cal away,
if i want to let u know how much i love u i just need to make myself miss u,
if i want to know how much u love me then i shud only stay hungry for a week,
for i long for ur love and my thirst can not fulfil your desires,
but i surely can make u love me coz i know time is with me and ur love is alive in my heart.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
A Hebrew Prayer to Chiang Kai Shek
this prayer is for all the faithful departed waiting for her who may or may not land ...for they were either late or dint care to stand...
this prayer is for all those who succumbed to life and who believed that devil is father of us all,
this prayer is for all those who believe in the pagan god and for believers of jesus,
for both are the same blood and breathe the same air,
this prayer is for existence of the rare species called man who no longer lives now ...but exists only for money and sex
this prayer is for those super humans who gave away their life for insects and claim that we need to support our ancesters through some shitty ritual.
this prayer is for those who loved and the ones who cared and they who flow,
their dreams of passion...
this prayer is a dream which no longer exists but was passed on to you by angelo.
this prayer is for all those who succumbed to life and who believed that devil is father of us all,
this prayer is for all those who believe in the pagan god and for believers of jesus,
for both are the same blood and breathe the same air,
this prayer is for existence of the rare species called man who no longer lives now ...but exists only for money and sex
this prayer is for those super humans who gave away their life for insects and claim that we need to support our ancesters through some shitty ritual.
this prayer is for those who loved and the ones who cared and they who flow,
their dreams of passion...
this prayer is a dream which no longer exists but was passed on to you by angelo.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Desperado
Let me not ask u to kiss,
to fall in a trap and never be aware,
that i have no control over.. this
great wind of anxiety drives me somwhere.
I dont know.
Let me not hug u,
when ever i meet u i feel like falling in your arms,
and having that eternal sleep and continue,
to press yourself against me and unviel your emmaculate charm.
Let me not touch u,
for my hands would flow through your body,
like the drop of morning dew, ...on a leaf
feeling every part from the sky to earth and every single second i want u ,
to press me more ...estatic and magnetic ur vibes pull me near u,
i cant stop making u happy and my selfish body ruins the taste of faith,
which i hold .
No matter what, i cant take it anymore staying away from you,
no one provides me with that joy and no one can but you,
your love is like an oasis, the islamic jannat as they say are u,
and my longing will only be complete if you stay with me for ever,
no matter what.
I love You and i want u now.
to fall in a trap and never be aware,
that i have no control over.. this
great wind of anxiety drives me somwhere.
I dont know.
Let me not hug u,
when ever i meet u i feel like falling in your arms,
and having that eternal sleep and continue,
to press yourself against me and unviel your emmaculate charm.
Let me not touch u,
for my hands would flow through your body,
like the drop of morning dew, ...on a leaf
feeling every part from the sky to earth and every single second i want u ,
to press me more ...estatic and magnetic ur vibes pull me near u,
i cant stop making u happy and my selfish body ruins the taste of faith,
which i hold .
No matter what, i cant take it anymore staying away from you,
no one provides me with that joy and no one can but you,
your love is like an oasis, the islamic jannat as they say are u,
and my longing will only be complete if you stay with me for ever,
no matter what.
I love You and i want u now.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
A NEW RHAPSODY
As the oceans grow wild,
giving birth to rita and katrina and wilma,
i cant forget ,
that u were born out of my love and my today is born outta deception,
with no one to blame,
i lie on my bak bearing the shame, thinking ...
why do i always fall in love .
Somwhere if i think i can find an answer,
all usually think and say its your heart and your mind ,
but they are all full of her,
where do i go and find my answer,
as a great storm approching i stand on the shore,
helpless useless and disorderly thinking if i had a choice .
I will never live in happiness anymore,
if i keep my self away from ur love,
but what can i say,
its a pain in its self ,
waiting to pounce and gulp me down ,
am ready and GOD forbid i want u to win,
i am a loser,born in surrendering u myself,
gradually vapourizing to nothing.
I pray may yor will be done . Amen
giving birth to rita and katrina and wilma,
i cant forget ,
that u were born out of my love and my today is born outta deception,
with no one to blame,
i lie on my bak bearing the shame, thinking ...
why do i always fall in love .
Somwhere if i think i can find an answer,
all usually think and say its your heart and your mind ,
but they are all full of her,
where do i go and find my answer,
as a great storm approching i stand on the shore,
helpless useless and disorderly thinking if i had a choice .
I will never live in happiness anymore,
if i keep my self away from ur love,
but what can i say,
its a pain in its self ,
waiting to pounce and gulp me down ,
am ready and GOD forbid i want u to win,
i am a loser,born in surrendering u myself,
gradually vapourizing to nothing.
I pray may yor will be done . Amen
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