ITs TIME Now

Really speaking i have nothing to say,
coz it just sux not speaking to u everyday,
my fucking phone needs to comeback to me one day,
i think i ll die if this does not happen today.

I could not imagine that it would be such a great fun,
when i party with u baby,
now i cant even think of being with anyone else,
i am yours totally and no one can stop me baby.

U asked me whether i can spend my whole life with u,
and i said to u something which u may not remember coz u were high,
but i truly confess now that i willingly submit myself to u,
with all the meaning that it makes to u.

This is a gift to u baby and i want u to know,
that i will nolonger submit myself to the world,
i will be strong and love u more,
free u from all that dispairs u baby coz i love more now.

For the time has come for the ultimate test of all,
my phone is gone and i cant even hear u breath,
the college is over and i dont know when we will meet,
but baby i assure you that no one but me would be there for u
i promise. I know u wanna talk to me now but things may not turn our way.
but if we have a strong will and great love we can turn things around for us.

i love you baby and i cant see myself anywhere without you.

YOUR LOVE IS ALIVE

Will the river ever flow through that stream which i saw,
in my childhood days as i played in that,
with inevitable joy i used to say,
my heart longs to stay here for ever but my mom is calling and i need to go.

Oh river so nice and fine will thou not start flowing again,
for me and for my love for thee.
coz i loved you every day and stayed near u every night watching u grow,
but still u dont respond to me and i know that u will never be free.

Bricks chain your happiness and u are not allowd to walk away to meet me,
your cut off time is 7.30 and i know that after that u cease to exist,
and i have to live with your voice in my ears and ur beats in my heart,
each time i pray that you may love me more and that u can be free again.

if i ever want u i know u are just a cal away,
if i want to let u know how much i love u i just need to make myself miss u,
if i want to know how much u love me then i shud only stay hungry for a week,
for i long for ur love and my thirst can not fulfil your desires,
but i surely can make u love me coz i know time is with me and ur love is alive in my heart.

A Hebrew Prayer to Chiang Kai Shek

this prayer is for all the faithful departed waiting for her who may or may not land ...for they were either late or dint care to stand...
this prayer is for all those who succumbed to life and who believed that devil is father of us all,
this prayer is for all those who believe in the pagan god and for believers of jesus,
for both are the same blood and breathe the same air,
this prayer is for existence of the rare species called man who no longer lives now ...but exists only for money and sex
this prayer is for those super humans who gave away their life for insects and claim that we need to support our ancesters through some shitty ritual.
this prayer is for those who loved and the ones who cared and they who flow,
their dreams of passion...
this prayer is a dream which no longer exists but was passed on to you by angelo.

Desperado

Let me not ask u to kiss,
to fall in a trap and never be aware,
that i have no control over.. this
great wind of anxiety drives me somwhere.
I dont know.

Let me not hug u,
when ever i meet u i feel like falling in your arms,
and having that eternal sleep and continue,
to press yourself against me and unviel your emmaculate charm.

Let me not touch u,
for my hands would flow through your body,
like the drop of morning dew, ...on a leaf
feeling every part from the sky to earth and every single second i want u ,
to press me more ...estatic and magnetic ur vibes pull me near u,
i cant stop making u happy and my selfish body ruins the taste of faith,
which i hold .

No matter what, i cant take it anymore staying away from you,
no one provides me with that joy and no one can but you,
your love is like an oasis, the islamic jannat as they say are u,
and my longing will only be complete if you stay with me for ever,
no matter what.
I love You and i want u now.

A NEW RHAPSODY

As the oceans grow wild,
giving birth to rita and katrina and wilma,
i cant forget ,
that u were born out of my love and my today is born outta deception,
with no one to blame,
i lie on my bak bearing the shame, thinking ...
why do i always fall in love .

Somwhere if i think i can find an answer,
all usually think and say its your heart and your mind ,
but they are all full of her,
where do i go and find my answer,
as a great storm approching i stand on the shore,
helpless useless and disorderly thinking if i had a choice .

I will never live in happiness anymore,
if i keep my self away from ur love,
but what can i say,
its a pain in its self ,
waiting to pounce and gulp me down ,
am ready and GOD forbid i want u to win,
i am a loser,born in surrendering u myself,
gradually vapourizing to nothing.

I pray may yor will be done . Amen