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Sunday, July 03, 2016

War of the Crystals 

The black hand has arrived, 
Shadow the earth with its darkness, 
The rise of an army of black and grey,
They storm the skies with thunder and flash.

Up in the sky, they feed on the polluted air,
A sunny day, turned to gloom and despair,
There is heat and thirst everywhere,
Oh bring down the judgement upon us, we pray.

And in desperation the skies tear apart,
The drums roll and the fire bursts start,
We on the ground know not,
If they will set us free or consume our hearts.

We fall in love or loose our hearts trying,
The wait within us, neither gives us hope nor redemption.
We are no match to the fury up above,
The War is here, whether you stand for hate or love.

The Clouds open, the arrows are flung,
The millions down below scatter and run,
At warp speed, they crash and land,
They transform, a spectacle we later understand.

We wished it would be our hope,
We hoped it would cleanse our inequities,
Our inequity brought us our doomsday,
The day the War of the Crystals began.

The onslaught, filled our empty lands,
Death & destruction for all the tiny minds,
They wash away or become food for many,
While we lock ourselves safely, until the rage left any.

Monday, June 27, 2016

The Road to Nothingness


My soul is torn apart, you had my absolute love,
It is like grated cheese now, the scrambled pieces lie,
For everyone to see and make their amusement trove,
I am here defenceless, no cause to defy.

When the apathy strikes,
It's going to hit hard, like the shattering of my ear drum,
I hear not from one ear, and the other lies dead on a pike,
No moon to give light, Mute all night long without freedom.

Now it gives me great pleasure,
To close myself from you forever,
No reason to depart nor surrender,
I lose no matter, regardless I am a loser.

Shall I drink some blood from my own guts,
Cause you wont give me permission to die,
In drinking, I may soothe my pains and get high,
For there is no cause, but only effect, You are stronger and always will be.

I am the black sheep, I disobey your command,
May the devil show me the seven horrors,
But nothing lies beyond the kindness,
the brutal love? of your Infinite personalities.

I have no regrets, no more I live or die,
it's all the same now, No more bloodshed,
No more tears, For I am no one,
Riding the road to nothingness.

Friday, November 07, 2014

A Place beyond the Letter D

Miles into the great revolution,
D stands for Digital evolution,
Remarkable how we look into our distinct past,
And wonder how quickly times change so fast.

Reveling in our distances now near,
Voices on a click that we want to hear,
Reading any moment in history,
Only lies judgmental peoples's own story.

For we are so far away from ourselves now,
The D has a new meaning a new end,
The Deep repression that we feel for decades,
Never fading conscious a jack of all spades.

The more I run, the further I go,
I am no villain and I am no hero,
Right or wrong together they know,
Our existence is us, and within lies Diablo.

I fight myself, and I cant scream,
The voices around me, suppress me,
I have no hope, the deeper I sink,
This is what, once people wrote with ink.

An emotion, for the rich and mighty,
For people who have it all and are still not happy,
But I have just my beloved and an empty stare,
Someday in Paradise, I will live with you there.

We started with D, It's only logic we end with it too.
Oh so many feelings, but the words so few,
My Savior I await, some sort of ascension,
Life be lived devoured, if I continue in this depression.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

A New Page Lost

Horror, in those eyes, dry and with out compassion,
Tired of writing songs of joy,
The harmony just doesn't sound natural,
Why is this heartache, paining so much....!

Feeling excited about something, Lilly, The color,
Dark and unnatural, Spell bound and vicious,
Here Lies Dobby, the sands blowing on my grave,
No one to give me a hug, no one to save.

In hiding I lead my life, from friends, from family,
And somewhere i meet you, you feel me,
Like no one did, I instantly spark with you,
Burn marks on me, Why? Fire when we touch..how, no clue.

Severed and Charred are many, You've burnt them alive,
Pages and pages have I wanted to write,
I feel there is so less within you, than in me,
For the world to see, we are mutant, alone, but inside we feel free.

The world looks at us with hate, No one can ever enter our gates,
We are so heavily guarded, We make us secure, Fire state,
Fate, or destiny, You cant live with me, I cant live without,
Burn the New Page, Its unworthy, no sincerity, and full of doubt.

I am loosing you, I fear the darkest hour, a horrified haze,
The final battle shall, doom us both, the showdown in a maze,
A daze, Amazing grace, To face, my darkest heart, follows a chase,
Stays that way, Forbidden henceforth, is the New Page.

Engage and destroy me, I will let you win, for you own me now,
Heart is dark, but the mind revolts, Unchanged and Filthy,
The crying gets louder, but you have risen and you cant hear me,
The Page is lost, the copy burnt, The Secret of you, forever now lies only within me.

All Ends Here...!

How does it feel, when something so close to you,
Everything that it meant to you,
Most beautiful moments though they were few,
Are taken away from you...

When Love gets the last laugh,
When you feel like a moron and daft,
Everything you gave, just goes in vain,
Like the soft white rabbit, innocent and pure, slain.

In broad daylight, A pain beyond comprehension,
Like an Easter Sunday without resurrection,
Killing the sweet emotion, deep and wild insurrection,
Blind me, for I want to end with it, in wise condemnation.

Oh Why don't you see, This Love is all I have,
And no other shall it be opened to, my heart, don't you care,
The memories of my dark past, Darker than the brightest night,
Shall stay hidden in me, For here I lay, in unforgiving plight.

Crying and the sounds in my ears, Oh I wish,
I was all out of tears, It spears, like a deep indestructible pain,
Child, This is where I say, Good Bye, I have waited for you in Vain.
A lot to share with sorrow no tear, but Unfortunately, its a Bye, COz it All Ends Here.

Monday, July 18, 2011

The Thriller Is Back

Have I ever broken a promise to you?
Have I ever once in my life broken a promise to you?
Have I ever said I would be somewhere and not shown up?
Have I ever hurt you so bad, that you've gotten tired and fed up?

I know, I have, So stop Lying,
I know, I am bad, So stop Dying,
I know, I am a dick, So stop Crying,
For fuck sake, I am dead, So stop Trying.

What if, I give you a piece of my heart,
Don't you think I deserve a fresh start,
I will take you to a ball & I will make you shop at Walmart,
I will get you South Park and a Stuffed Bart.

Let this feeling begin, Just give it a chance, Let it crack,
If you don't listen to me, You are gonna get a solid smack,
OK! Kidding, Seriously, What will it take me to get you on track,
COz, I ain't gonna wait, Its no Fate, Its YOU! Just come back..!

I wait for you, even though you don't wait back,
I come where ever you are, by road or by track,
Oh..! I love you SO MUCH, I cant Hold Back,
MJ is here with me, He admits, The Thriller Is Back.

A Revolution

I have no gun, Neither sword nor spear,
But my heart is valiant, I feel no fear,
It is full of spirit, complete with Love and tear,
Strange times, I cant even hold you and say, Love you dear.

Why, What, Where, are foolish questions that I wouldn't dare ask,
I see you are preoccupied with sex and fornication in the dark,
In daylight, You are like the world, strong and emotionless, Hark!
Love doesn't reside here, All you need is Violence and Fuck.

Vengeance is tearing me apart, I ask for your heart,
That truly feels love, The feeling that beats inside your strawberry tart,
There is no sex here, No violence here, They lie dead here, in a cart,
A Martyr lives within me, A revolution I calleth to start...

Let purity fight the lust, Bring forth thy army with a sincere mind,
For there is a home in every heart that you will find,
Love thy hope is not lost, I shall hoist thy flag on every man, woman, child,
A revolution, I cant do it alone, I need you, We can bring forth the Dark Reign down, Together we can't be defied.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Hash Value

Magnetic Vault opening, There is an information bypass,
That is just about to happen, A sudden neuro surge,
Makes the acid to tread slow, silently harness,
The zenith of the brightness, swing in the urge.

De marking the cipher, the variable just decrypts,
Marking the end of a sinful journey, Breaking the encryption,
Fire sale, nasty equations, honey and milk swamps,
Beat the heart beat, syncing with the BPM to the aeronation.

Decryption of the key, that lies in you, The Secret
My Secret is airborne for your heart,
The message is in Hash Value, MD5 compact,
Reading will need you to feel me, In Passionate Perfect.

Breathe me inside you, reading you through, whole,
Are the dynamics in plush green beauty of your Soul?
Entering that key, finds you me, and my Trojan's Clue,
Your system's been compromised, You are mine, My Hash Value.

Rain On Me

Look at the drops, they come right at you, lol
Like the winds blow and the clouds call
You, Sierra, its you, It's special,
Listening to your favorite song, Countless times I fall.

Imagining you laugh, at my stupid jokes,
Conspiracy surrounding us, or is it a Hoax,
Living with you one day, My sublime hope,
You are my Whiskey, You are my Dope.

Take me home, run down the streets,
Color the allies and wherever the junctions meet,
You run down on me, like sugar cubes so sweet,
Taller than you, I pick you up your feet.

Smelling like the first showers, You move so free,
Your smile glides through streams and carpet of trees,
I am dying inside, But I cant speak more, Later maybe...
Waiting for you, Make the move, Rain on Me.

From the Corner of My Bed

Far away, somewhere you hold the key,
I talk to you, the things i didn't know about me,
Suddenly, symbols change to words, that you haven't said,
I dream about you, from the corner of my bed.

The exhilaration of talking to you, seeing your face,
So new, feels like a world so clean, no air only space,
Stars here, I can touch them, sparkle with me, White & Red,
All is reachable now, from the corner of my bed.

Something exciting, my heart is jumping little by little,
I look at you, my mind jumps and ceases to settle,
Making a world of you and me alone, in my head,
Dreams are reality here, viewed from the corner of my head.

I keep smiling, keep thinking of you, when i will speak to you,
Flowers are back, and so it is roses for you, Smells so new,
I care about you, The days knowing you are few but I survived,
Now I cant reverse it, Knowing you more, come lets talk...from the corner of my bed.

Sunday, July 03, 2011

The Most Beautiful Thing in this World

Feel like a cold night is going on,
Scared if I don't use the blanket,
What if some essentials I might forget,
Imagine the missing of another sunrise and sunset.

No I am not upset, I wonder why,
You live in careless hope, continuously intensified.
Rather live, with in you, than a social medium,
An organism, simply making contact, suppressed but insecure and random.

A lie, a pain within, a crazy thought,
Breathing and living in my cerebral might.
Crying to control every action and emotion,
And like ice, touched twice, my skin, from with in.

Come back here, I lying down on my pillow,
The bed feels lazy, warm and makes me slow.
Like another dream ends, A wake up Epiphany unfurled,
Sometimes not being in control is the most beautiful thing in this world.